Hmm when I read that I couldn't help but realize that I am one of those people that takes advantage of what I have. I know what I have, and I'm thankful...as I am sure everyone is thankful at some point or another for what they have...but yes, things do get old...do become routine. That's why I don't want to be home anymore but you want to have a home. You know? Yes
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I know a lot of what you feel. I feel it too. I feel like I have no place where I really belong anymore. I mean....I don't really fit in with Chris' family, but I don't really fit in with what's left of my family either. Like....staying here for this "break" from Chris or whatever....it doesn't feel right. I mean....now that I have been out living "on my own" I feel kind of like a burdon coming back....even if that's not how people feel. It's how I feel. That's why I am so scared right now. I feel like I don't really have a place to go that I can call "home." I thought PA was home....but now, how things are with Chris....I'm afraid I might even lose that. It never quite felt like home anyway....he felt like home.....I dunno. I feel like I am losing everything I ever felt some stability with. Friends. My family. Chris. I just feel you.....I really do. I sit and cry a lot as well....I mean...I cried so much yesterday and last night, that I woke up with my eyes swollen shut. It sucks...
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We all do it.
Everyone.
And it is necssary.
I love you too.
I miss everyone.
We should def. do something next week.
I took off until next friday.
So I'm free.
Thank you for being there.
Thank you for your friendship.
I never though I would ever ever miss school...
but I kind of do...
just a little though.
:)
call me.
Text me.
e-mail me.
we'll make plans.
love. love. love.
I would never forget about you.
Friends forever.
No matter how long its been.
*muah*
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your mom's food makes me lactate.
hah.
<3
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I know a lot of what you feel. I feel it too. I feel like I have no place where I really belong anymore. I mean....I don't really fit in with Chris' family, but I don't really fit in with what's left of my family either. Like....staying here for this "break" from Chris or whatever....it doesn't feel right. I mean....now that I have been out living "on my own" I feel kind of like a burdon coming back....even if that's not how people feel. It's how I feel. That's why I am so scared right now. I feel like I don't really have a place to go that I can call "home." I thought PA was home....but now, how things are with Chris....I'm afraid I might even lose that. It never quite felt like home anyway....he felt like home.....I dunno. I feel like I am losing everything I ever felt some stability with. Friends. My family. Chris. I just feel you.....I really do. I sit and cry a lot as well....I mean...I cried so much yesterday and last night, that I woke up with my eyes swollen shut. It sucks...
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Welcome.
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you can nap on it too if you want.
hehe.
you should hurry and register for FCC so you, amy, and i can be chillin like us hot fcc batches do.
yup.
<3
and look up kid. you've gone through more than most people have in their whole lives.
but you're still strong. i have so much faith in you.
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Im probably not going to be able to make it until next semester.
:o/ but, it's necessary.
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