I'm Sick again. I'm cold because my furnace won't turn on. I'm so tired of being sick all the time. Yesterday I was sick and throwing up but knew I couldn't aford to miss work. I went anyway and on the way up my steps lastnight comming home I nearly passed out. I keep getting migranes but I'm almost certain that has nothing to do with this. I' ( Read more... )

I don't get it! I don't get it at all. And while my heart longs for IT. My mind asks the ever desired question. What is IT.

Just an update for you all before I fall back into extreme workaholic mode for finals ( Read more... )

I feel I may be abandoning my friends and family by leaving.  It hurts feeling this but I also feel that I have to risk it.  I have to make a future.  I have to make someone proud and if not someone here than at least for myself.  I just found out yesterday that my aunt may have ALS.  I've been praying for her ever since, that she doesn't actually ( Read more... )

I haven't been feeling well as of late. I went to go visit my family yesterday and my mother and sister kept yelling at me telling me I wasn't taking care of myself.  They were worried because I looked really pale.  My mom also noticed some bruises on my arm.  She asked me where they'd come from and the truth is I don't know.  I woke up with them ( Read more... )

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're ( Read more... )

I'm afraid so much is happening at once.  I may be scarce for a while.  Finals are comming up in school.  This will include a guitar solo I must perform infront of an audiance (nervousness is setting in).  I ofcourse over did it and choose a piece that I'm singing with.  Also, I'm getting ready for transfer to another college.  The only problem is ( Read more... )

No I'm not talking about the Def Lepard version.  I'm speaking of an old hymn.  I'm not sure how far back it dates and with this song I truely say I don't care.  I just listened to an acoustic version and it brought tears to my eyes.  My father used to hum the tune to that song when I was very little.  I miss him and that song.  I miss when things ( Read more... )

Yay I'm sick again (extreme sarcasam). People kept telling me I looked horribly pale at work today. I'd just woken up so I figured that was it. My day went on as usual other than the part about the lab being down because the printer had a chemical contamination and so we couldn't "do" anything but mantainence. I didn't eat much for lunch ( Read more... )