Ok, so I'm back online now. But not for long. Working a whoooooole lot more. Surgery is postponed until further notice. I gots pictures!!!


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I'm back now. But sorta. Work is gonna be hella busy for the next 2 months. Me and the girlfriend are doing great. Spend as much time as possible with her. Surgery again in a few weeks. :D Weeee....

That's all.

Things have been going better for me. I've had more time to think on things. Like where I am going from here. Why do I do certain things when they're bad for me. Stuff like that. I miss everyone dearly, but sometimes I am sure that most don't care. Maybe that's my gloomy side kicking in.

I'm taking a leave of absence from the internet. I need to reflect on things that I've done and think about where I am going. I need to do this because I see myself 10 years from now no better than I am right now. If I don't do this, I might not be able to help myself. Thank you for understanding. E-mail my military account since that will be the ( Read more... )

Oh jeez. Too much partying last night. Now I have a girlfriend who is Philipino. Juicy girl. Oh jeez

Another day of 24 hour duty. And it gets better. I pull it again in 24 hours. I gat mad droppedz in this unit with duty. It suxorz. Pay-day weekend, and I got duty more than Logan has facial hair!!! *insert Logan's come-back comment ( Read more... )

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Blah. Listening to music. Thinking about going to Karaoke tonight. Probably sleep though. Almost lost all control of myself today. Did lose control, broke Gamecube. Bought new Gamecube. That's all.

I hate when I pull duty. Because I have time to think. And when I think, I get depressed. Because I always think about things that aren't meant to be thought of. They way my family would be if my father was a better man, the way it would be if my grandparents were still alive, the way it would be if I didn't enlist and went to college instead. The ( Read more... )