Musings

[angelwatcher17]

I watch the flotsam & jetsam of my life swirling about me. I randomly take debris and try to fit it into the puzzle that is my existence. Some pieces fit smoothly and give me a sense of well being. Others tear at my body, leaving me bloody and lost

Comments

[wynefred]

Good question.... are you being fanciful? Do you need to call me? I may but I'm sending you lots of love.

[angelwatcher17]

yes....fanciful for the win!! Thank you for commenting! It's so rare for me!! heehee. The first paragraph came from true emotion. I sold something today that held some value for me and I was ok with it...really...but I felt unsettled and I thought about it and I thought about all the "stuff" we acquire through our lives....does it define us....it shouldn't. How does it all fit together....and you can see my messy brain at work!! Love you....how are you doing?

[wynefred]

Wow, I somehow cut off part of that last sentence. Makes no sense, but I think you got what I meant.

Thanks for clarifying. I truly had no idea what you were talking about!!! Clue. Free. lol

I'm good. Tried sending you a text a few times, but I kept getting interrupted. Was gonna tell you that I'm trying to get a cortisone shot like you did, but my doc is making me wait. He wants my blood sugar down lower first. Wants me to be healthy or some ridiculous thing like that. :P Can you tell me about your experience? What's it like? Does it really work? How does it feel? What can I expect. My biggest worry, though, is how much it will cost. No insurance plus no job means much money worry.

Otherwise, I'm good. Graduate in just over a week!! YAY!!

[angelwatcher17]

and p.s. I was trying to sound all writer-ish and cool like you!!!

[dreamersdare]

Think too hard like that and you'll fall down the rabbit hole. Or write the next bestseller, one of the two :)

I'm guessing from the other comments that you are actually okay, hon, but I just thought I'd check?

[angelwatcher17]

Well, you know what Nietzsche says! :)
I am so happy to get a response from you!!! Read my response to my friend above to get my mindset.
It's interesting how little things in our life can prompt such introspection. The second paragraph was
just me trying to write.....haha.....so the first paragraph really rang true to me because it was raw emotion!

I saw your entry the other day & I have been meaning to leave you a message. Your pictures are beautiful!!
I am glad you had such a wonderful vacation. I can't imagine traversing so many miles!! I had a short vacation two weeks ago and I spent all weekend at the pool with my best friend!! It was so relaxing.

Ok....I have to get back to work! Have a good one!!

Robin

[angelwatcher17]

p.s. ok, I'm a loser & totally didn't read your comment that you had read my other comments!! Heehee!!

[dreamersdare]

I read something at one point that said "write what you know" wasn't about events but about emotions - basically saying that true emotions ring true in the writing.

Ha, I spent a lot of time trying to pick out pictures that weren't wonky. I don't think I see the world straight :D Glad you enjoyed them though, hon. Personally my favourite was the Ennerdale Water one with the absolutely clear reflection of the hill in the lake. I still can't quite believe we did it though! Relazing pool break sounds good though; sometimes it's nice to just be able to kick back and let it all go!