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Apparently when I'm drugged I'm am more likely to share random thoughts. And I do mean
Lately I've been thinking about sexuality, both mine and in general. From last August until this June I was dating this wonderful guy. He's kind, funny, easy to talk to, plays Super Smash, and is fine with my fangirl tendencies. And I broke up with him. There were a few reasons, the main one being I couldn't stop seeing him as a friend. And I love him to death but I don't think I'll be able to shake the friend-thing.
Then there was the rebound guy who was so, so hot, and a bit of an asshole, but not to me. I had fun with him and it hurt when we ended it, and it kinda messed me up for a few weeks. I'm over it now but it was one of those things I'll always remember.
Now, I'm crushing on someone and I think the only reason I am is that wee have similar fandom and television tastes. And I know that I'll never do anything about it, but I'm wanting right now. Because it would be nice to watch Atlantis, Doctor Who, and House with someone who got the same out of it as I do.
And in somewhat unrelated news, I've decided not to work NorCal Faire. And I think it's pissed Lora off, and I really love Lora and pissing her off is the last thing I want to do. When we worked SoCal it was all about friendship and having fun. Now my two friends have faire boyfriends and faire has become about being with them. And the boyfirends are cool, I get along with them well enough but I reall don't wantt to be the 5th wheel. And because of this Lora is avoiding me, and it sucks because she's one of my closest friends.
Now for the fandom update:
First: Doctor Who. I used to not like Doctor Who and now I love it and I've figured why. The ninth Doctor was not the doctor I remember from the classic series. He was just to gritty. And that turned me off. Now, on the other hand, the tenth doctor is the perfect embodiment of what the doctor is. I love him, he's my doctor. And I don't mean that in a crazy obsessive way. He's the doctor of my generation.
Next: 3:10 to Yuma. I just need to complain about Charlie Prince. I just don't get the appeal. Sure he is interesting and mildly contradictory. But he is also so unbelievably cruel and evil. And I can't see how people find that attractive. He was necessary for the movie, and I liked his role, but thinking of him as a person and liking him for that, I just don't get it.
And now I'm misspelling and running my sentances so this is me signing off, before I embaress myself further.
And mom, I love you but if you're going to read this don't tell me.
Lately I've been thinking about sexuality, both mine and in general. From last August until this June I was dating this wonderful guy. He's kind, funny, easy to talk to, plays Super Smash, and is fine with my fangirl tendencies. And I broke up with him. There were a few reasons, the main one being I couldn't stop seeing him as a friend. And I love him to death but I don't think I'll be able to shake the friend-thing.
Then there was the rebound guy who was so, so hot, and a bit of an asshole, but not to me. I had fun with him and it hurt when we ended it, and it kinda messed me up for a few weeks. I'm over it now but it was one of those things I'll always remember.
Now, I'm crushing on someone and I think the only reason I am is that wee have similar fandom and television tastes. And I know that I'll never do anything about it, but I'm wanting right now. Because it would be nice to watch Atlantis, Doctor Who, and House with someone who got the same out of it as I do.
And in somewhat unrelated news, I've decided not to work NorCal Faire. And I think it's pissed Lora off, and I really love Lora and pissing her off is the last thing I want to do. When we worked SoCal it was all about friendship and having fun. Now my two friends have faire boyfriends and faire has become about being with them. And the boyfirends are cool, I get along with them well enough but I reall don't wantt to be the 5th wheel. And because of this Lora is avoiding me, and it sucks because she's one of my closest friends.
Now for the fandom update:
First: Doctor Who. I used to not like Doctor Who and now I love it and I've figured why. The ninth Doctor was not the doctor I remember from the classic series. He was just to gritty. And that turned me off. Now, on the other hand, the tenth doctor is the perfect embodiment of what the doctor is. I love him, he's my doctor. And I don't mean that in a crazy obsessive way. He's the doctor of my generation.
Next: 3:10 to Yuma. I just need to complain about Charlie Prince. I just don't get the appeal. Sure he is interesting and mildly contradictory. But he is also so unbelievably cruel and evil. And I can't see how people find that attractive. He was necessary for the movie, and I liked his role, but thinking of him as a person and liking him for that, I just don't get it.
And now I'm misspelling and running my sentances so this is me signing off, before I embaress myself further.
And mom, I love you but if you're going to read this don't tell me.