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Oct 07, 2003 20:15

I finally realized why I decided that it was better for Marc and I to not talk at all than to talk and stay friends. I did it because “it is better for me to suffer alone than for anyone to have to hear about my problems and suffer with me.” If I have problems and going through hard times, I rather do it alone. I don’t want anyone to know about ( Read more... )

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unclejimbo October 7 2003, 23:19:52 UTC
I never asked to be born. I wish I was never born. I live every single waking second wishing that I was never born. Not a single soul in this world understands what it is like to feel this way. Nor do I ever want them to...Oh, I understand that feeling all too well. My father and I haven't spoken much since I left with my younger brother when I was 15. My last contact with him was in Nov 2001 when I tried to resolve some things between us. All he and my step-mother wanted to do was lay the blame for all their failures either at my feet or at my mother's. Lovely people, no ( ... )

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playbunnii October 8 2003, 03:58:04 UTC

snowberry458 October 8 2003, 04:24:29 UTC
I can't believe your parents actually said that to you. That's just so horrible that I don't even know what to say to that. I totally understand not wanting to tell your friends your problems. I do the same thing. I don't want people's pity and I don't want to make other people sad. I usually just deal with things in my own way. I can't imagine what it was like for you to grow up and the things that happened to you. I hope you feel better. *hugs*

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vetti October 8 2003, 14:05:20 UTC
*hugs* I can't believe your parents actually said that to you. That's horrible, I don't know what to say.

I do understand not wanting to tell your friends your problems. I'm like that my self, I am actually terrified of my own feelings and prefer to not tell them to anyone else.... I don't want people's pity me or worry about me and I don't want to make others sad. I usually just deal with things all by my self in my own way.

I hope you feel better soon and that things will work out for you! I'm sure they will, sadly it just takes alot of time... *hugs*

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