I'm sorry but my life is too fucked up right now and there's no way I can write truthfully without people judging me. I'm tired of those thoughts in my head and I feel better if I write it all out and I used to do that in my livejournal but recently I feel like I cant anymore. I cant be truthful when I write in lj. I cant write about my feelings or people will think I'm nuts. if you go on aim, I'm always online and I also have facebook so feel free to get in touch with me that way. but thanks. you're the only person who commented saying that I'll be missed when all of my entries are about me bitching and complaining. I still read everyone's lj on my friends list and I still comment on them.
I know what you mean... I barely write on LJ anymore for the same reasons, and even still I have to be careful what I put on here. Even with as little as I write, I have to select who I'm willing to let read what I say. It has become extremely complicated.
no, that's not the issue. everyone's that's on my lj is really nice. I'm pretty strict about who I add on my friends list. I just dont feel like I can be truthfully honest in my feelings on my livejournal anymore. I mean, I have kept a diary since I was 11 years old and I usually write and vent about very personal things and I just cant do that when everyone's reading about it. I mean, ppl judge. and others get the wrong impression or misunderstand things because I dont explain it clear enough since I'm sort of writing to myself as therapy, you know? I have no clue what I'm going to do with my livejournal yet. I'm still reading everyone on my friends list's lj and commenting and all so I'm not disappearing.
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Regardless, I'm glad you'll still be around. :)
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