With Love.
Remember how I said I've been feeling empty?
I'm trying to fill myself again.
I feel horrible whenever I lash out at somebody. It's like I'm Beast. Everytime I'm about to lash out, I'd be thinking, "The perfect daughter will not do this. The perfect girlfriend would not do this. She'll do that instead." & then I'll calm down. I had wanted to be the perfect person for others that it disturbs me how I had been acting
Attempting to find that love that had been siphoned off me, I had forcibly sat myself through romance movies which I have a secret fondness of. Secret because everybody knows I have a major disliking for them & wouldn't stand anywhere near a drama, so I always lock myself up in my room when nobody's at home to watch. & the other secret is that since I learnt how to cry 3 years ago, I had been annoyingly doing so for these type of movies as well. I get mad at myself sometimes because of that. *laughs*
Embarassing to admit but I've cried through 80% of Letters To Juliet, & I'm still in the process of trying to recover from half of Beauty and the Beast. Somehow my hope to love rekindled once more.
Letters To Juliet is about an old British woman who wrote a letter 50 years ago in France... ohhhh forget it, you'll find a better summary on Google. But the underlining lesson to the story is that no matter how long it takes, if destiny & fate states that you are meant to be together, no matter what you have been through, no matter how long you're separated, you'll always end up with the one you're meant to be with.
You just have to have the courage to chase that love no matter where it is in the world.
& who doesn't know Beauty and the Beast?
In the end, if you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you, it was meant to be.
They gave me hope that I needed.
I'm a skeptic for love when I was younger, I thought I could live without it and all who went through it are weak.
But as I got older, as this one person who has taught me & still proves to me everyday, that when you have the ability to love, and love someone imperfectly in the most perfect way, you're stronger than anyone who wants to be alone.
I think I'm beginning to believe in fairy tales & happy endings.
It all began when someone said, "I love you."
<3
*laughs*
Yes, cat's out of the bag, the tough me have a smooshiest tender spot & secretly thinks she's a princess waiting on a prince. A Juliet waiting for her Romeo.
Romeo, Romeo, where art thou?
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
We were both young... when I first saw...
You.
I'm trying to fill myself again.
I feel horrible whenever I lash out at somebody. It's like I'm Beast. Everytime I'm about to lash out, I'd be thinking, "The perfect daughter will not do this. The perfect girlfriend would not do this. She'll do that instead." & then I'll calm down. I had wanted to be the perfect person for others that it disturbs me how I had been acting
Attempting to find that love that had been siphoned off me, I had forcibly sat myself through romance movies which I have a secret fondness of. Secret because everybody knows I have a major disliking for them & wouldn't stand anywhere near a drama, so I always lock myself up in my room when nobody's at home to watch. & the other secret is that since I learnt how to cry 3 years ago, I had been annoyingly doing so for these type of movies as well. I get mad at myself sometimes because of that. *laughs*
Embarassing to admit but I've cried through 80% of Letters To Juliet, & I'm still in the process of trying to recover from half of Beauty and the Beast. Somehow my hope to love rekindled once more.
Letters To Juliet is about an old British woman who wrote a letter 50 years ago in France... ohhhh forget it, you'll find a better summary on Google. But the underlining lesson to the story is that no matter how long it takes, if destiny & fate states that you are meant to be together, no matter what you have been through, no matter how long you're separated, you'll always end up with the one you're meant to be with.
You just have to have the courage to chase that love no matter where it is in the world.
& who doesn't know Beauty and the Beast?
In the end, if you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you, it was meant to be.
They gave me hope that I needed.
I'm a skeptic for love when I was younger, I thought I could live without it and all who went through it are weak.
But as I got older, as this one person who has taught me & still proves to me everyday, that when you have the ability to love, and love someone imperfectly in the most perfect way, you're stronger than anyone who wants to be alone.
I think I'm beginning to believe in fairy tales & happy endings.
It all began when someone said, "I love you."
<3
*laughs*
Yes, cat's out of the bag, the tough me have a smooshiest tender spot & secretly thinks she's a princess waiting on a prince. A Juliet waiting for her Romeo.
Romeo, Romeo, where art thou?
Click to viewRomeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
We were both young... when I first saw...
You.