Extraction.
Slowly savoring Dutch Apple.
I miss my bestfriend. He bakes the best Hollandse appeltaart. Then again it is his favorite food, favorite fruit. He would whistle merrily in the kitchen while cutting apples and slips pieces into his mouth in between.
He still has not contacted me yet.
I wonder what my boyfriend's favorite food is. Favorite fruit is.
Either way.... I think David & I are slowly coming to a solution to co-exist without ripping each others' head off. Or at least, having me chopping him to smithereens every time. We are to make, on our own time, a list of what we want & need from each other, & what we wish each other change or keep, & then sit down to compare & talk into a compromise, because as he & I agreed on, we both want this to work.
One thing I still love about him is that he never fail to say those 3 words, & he did say them yesterday, just that I didn't get the IM on MSN, which apparently had cost further havoc.
Well okay, I'm a hardline skeptic when it comes to love. Yet those words are his only constant assurance from the start from the relationship until now that never has changed.
I'm looking forward for peace between us, because I really miss laughing with him. I miss being able to 'hold' him without being so unsure. To the point that I started dreaming of moments together in my sleep.
Speaking of sleep & dreaming I had watched Inception for the many timeth again today. I would have to say that it is my favorite movie of all time right now, because of its deep psychological concepts starting from the bigger picture & finally focusing on one single idea. I can go on forever about the neuropsychology in Inception, a science that I had studied indepth about since a child as I try to understand behaviors through logic. However that is not the place, & I shall leave it to the fanatical experts to explain so.
Yet the most touching part, to me at least, was the relationship between Cobb & his dead wife Mal that lives in every part of his mind. I know what it feels like, locking away a memory, living in a dream that you visit every single night to relive the pain & pleasure. I felt freedom when he finally let go of his illusions of the past, because it reminded me that I had let go of mine too.
I adore everyone in this film, especially Eames for his creative sarcasm, Arthur for his need of stability, Cobb for his never-ending sacrifice for children & his unbreakable love for Mal, Ariadne for her uncontrolled curiosity. I can relate to each of their qualities pretty well, and watching them in different characters intrigued me perspective.
Here is the best piece off the Inception soundtrack, composed by Hans Zimmer, the multi-award winning composer & musical producer famous for music scores of Pirates of the Caribbean, Transformers, The Dark Knight & also games such as CoD: MW.
I did a study on him before in Music Engineering, he is truly an exceptional musical soul that I respect & salute.
You're waiting for a train.
A train that will take you far away.
You know where you hope this train will take you...
But you don't know for sure.
But it doesn't matter...
Because we'll be together.
I miss my bestfriend. He bakes the best Hollandse appeltaart. Then again it is his favorite food, favorite fruit. He would whistle merrily in the kitchen while cutting apples and slips pieces into his mouth in between.
He still has not contacted me yet.
I wonder what my boyfriend's favorite food is. Favorite fruit is.
Either way.... I think David & I are slowly coming to a solution to co-exist without ripping each others' head off. Or at least, having me chopping him to smithereens every time. We are to make, on our own time, a list of what we want & need from each other, & what we wish each other change or keep, & then sit down to compare & talk into a compromise, because as he & I agreed on, we both want this to work.
One thing I still love about him is that he never fail to say those 3 words, & he did say them yesterday, just that I didn't get the IM on MSN, which apparently had cost further havoc.
Well okay, I'm a hardline skeptic when it comes to love. Yet those words are his only constant assurance from the start from the relationship until now that never has changed.
I'm looking forward for peace between us, because I really miss laughing with him. I miss being able to 'hold' him without being so unsure. To the point that I started dreaming of moments together in my sleep.
Speaking of sleep & dreaming I had watched Inception for the many timeth again today. I would have to say that it is my favorite movie of all time right now, because of its deep psychological concepts starting from the bigger picture & finally focusing on one single idea. I can go on forever about the neuropsychology in Inception, a science that I had studied indepth about since a child as I try to understand behaviors through logic. However that is not the place, & I shall leave it to the fanatical experts to explain so.
Yet the most touching part, to me at least, was the relationship between Cobb & his dead wife Mal that lives in every part of his mind. I know what it feels like, locking away a memory, living in a dream that you visit every single night to relive the pain & pleasure. I felt freedom when he finally let go of his illusions of the past, because it reminded me that I had let go of mine too.
I adore everyone in this film, especially Eames for his creative sarcasm, Arthur for his need of stability, Cobb for his never-ending sacrifice for children & his unbreakable love for Mal, Ariadne for her uncontrolled curiosity. I can relate to each of their qualities pretty well, and watching them in different characters intrigued me perspective.
Here is the best piece off the Inception soundtrack, composed by Hans Zimmer, the multi-award winning composer & musical producer famous for music scores of Pirates of the Caribbean, Transformers, The Dark Knight & also games such as CoD: MW.
I did a study on him before in Music Engineering, he is truly an exceptional musical soul that I respect & salute.
Click to viewYou're waiting for a train.
A train that will take you far away.
You know where you hope this train will take you...
But you don't know for sure.
But it doesn't matter...
Because we'll be together.