What is mine...?
I have a dream.
I want to go into University & study Archeology, so dig myself up some sites, an adventure to discover. I want to travel the world & meet new people & see you places. These dreams are still alive, & I will pursue them no matter how old & wrinkly I will be or how hard & dangerous the path, because I know I'm destined to be what I want to be.
There's just one little secret dream I keep in myself, that I never would be able to fulfill without another person in my life...
The brother after me has traveled to KL with his girlfriend for the weekend, just the both of them. & the younger one is spending time with his girlfriend before sending her home.
& here I am arguing with my own. Every. Single. Day.
No matter how it began & end there will always be a strife in the middle.
It gets very heated whenever I ask when I will see him. He never knows when.
Never a dateline. Never "Next year, I promise." Just an "I don't know, but soon."
It's been years... when is soon...? Another 4 years? 10? 25? Until we're out of love & then we'll never have to meet?
Every single time I ask I'm dismissed...
Rejection.
I'm tired. Tired of telling people what to do & how to do it, even when to do it. I'm also tired of shutting out.
I'm tired of arguments.
I'm tired of waiting...
It's not our fault. But I wish there was a definite time I can hope, dream for, instead of infinitely waiting until I give up. It's like waiting for a train on an abandoned track... waiting & waiting... but no train comes your way to take you to your destination.
Somewhere deep inside the cold independent me, a little innocent girl in a poofy dress wearing a tiny crown still looks out of the tower & wishes a brave prince would come rescue her & take her away far & then... they live happily ever after.
I just don't know when & if the dream would come true. x
My favorite tune to Rapunzel.
I See The Light
Mandy Moore & Zachary Levi
Rapunzel:
All those days
Watching from the windows
All those years
Outside looking in
All that time
Never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here
Blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here
Suddenly I see
Standing here
It's oh, so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be
And at last, I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last, I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything looks different
Now that I see you
Flynn:
All those days
Chasing down a daydream
All those years
Living in a blur
All that time
Never truly seeing
Things the way they were
Now she's here
Shining in the starlight
Now she's here
Suddenly I know
If she's here
It's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go
Flynn/Rapunzel:
And at last, I see the light
Flynn:
And it's like the fog has lifted
Flynn/Rapunzel:
And at last, I see the light
Rapunzel:
And it's like the sky is new
Flynn/Rapunzel:
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything is different
Now that I see you
Now that I see you
When will I see you?
Sometimes I wish things were easier... but if it was... I would've never known what... that feeling is...
Flower gleam and glow, let your power shine
Make the clock reverse, bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt, change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost, bring back what once was mine
I keep singing this over & over, hoping a miracle would bring back what was mine
& then I wonder...
What is mine in the 1st place....?
I want to go into University & study Archeology, so dig myself up some sites, an adventure to discover. I want to travel the world & meet new people & see you places. These dreams are still alive, & I will pursue them no matter how old & wrinkly I will be or how hard & dangerous the path, because I know I'm destined to be what I want to be.
There's just one little secret dream I keep in myself, that I never would be able to fulfill without another person in my life...
The brother after me has traveled to KL with his girlfriend for the weekend, just the both of them. & the younger one is spending time with his girlfriend before sending her home.
& here I am arguing with my own. Every. Single. Day.
No matter how it began & end there will always be a strife in the middle.
It gets very heated whenever I ask when I will see him. He never knows when.
Never a dateline. Never "Next year, I promise." Just an "I don't know, but soon."
It's been years... when is soon...? Another 4 years? 10? 25? Until we're out of love & then we'll never have to meet?
Every single time I ask I'm dismissed...
Rejection.
I'm tired. Tired of telling people what to do & how to do it, even when to do it. I'm also tired of shutting out.
I'm tired of arguments.
I'm tired of waiting...
It's not our fault. But I wish there was a definite time I can hope, dream for, instead of infinitely waiting until I give up. It's like waiting for a train on an abandoned track... waiting & waiting... but no train comes your way to take you to your destination.
Somewhere deep inside the cold independent me, a little innocent girl in a poofy dress wearing a tiny crown still looks out of the tower & wishes a brave prince would come rescue her & take her away far & then... they live happily ever after.
I just don't know when & if the dream would come true. x
My favorite tune to Rapunzel.
I See The Light
Mandy Moore & Zachary Levi
Rapunzel:
All those days
Watching from the windows
All those years
Outside looking in
All that time
Never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here
Blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here
Suddenly I see
Standing here
It's oh, so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be
And at last, I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last, I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything looks different
Now that I see you
Flynn:
All those days
Chasing down a daydream
All those years
Living in a blur
All that time
Never truly seeing
Things the way they were
Now she's here
Shining in the starlight
Now she's here
Suddenly I know
If she's here
It's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go
Flynn/Rapunzel:
And at last, I see the light
Flynn:
And it's like the fog has lifted
Flynn/Rapunzel:
And at last, I see the light
Rapunzel:
And it's like the sky is new
Flynn/Rapunzel:
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything is different
Now that I see you
Now that I see you
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Sometimes I wish things were easier... but if it was... I would've never known what... that feeling is...
Flower gleam and glow, let your power shine
Make the clock reverse, bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt, change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost, bring back what once was mine
I keep singing this over & over, hoping a miracle would bring back what was mine
& then I wonder...
What is mine in the 1st place....?