私の物 - Oneshot
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: angelzli
Pairing: Reita x Ruki
Rating: PG-13? idk, read warnings
Warning: MxM kissing, fluff, lameness
Genre: idk
Disclaimer: lies. lies. all lies!
Summary: Ruki is curious about what being with another man is like...(lame summ i know)
A/N: decided to post this to _quaintnotion...bit nervous hehe pls be kind to me im still amateur XD
“Hey guys” Reita said announcing his presence as he walked through the door of their practice room. He started walking over to his bass when he realized there was too much giggling coming from the table his four band mates were sitting at.
“What are you guys looking at? He asked, curiosity getting the better of him.
“Nothing you’d be interested in” Uruha giggled, holding up a porn magazine with a naked woman spread eagle on the page.
Reita cringed, rolled his eyes and walked away, their laughing ringing in his ear. His band mates have known for over two years he was gay, well he has been longer then that, but that’s when they found out. They never seemed to get bored teasing him or making appoint to make him feel left out when it came to women. To him though he wasn’t missing out, they were.
He laughed to himself, thinking he might as well let them get it out of their system so that they could get on with practice. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Ruki make his way over to him, sitting on the coffee table in front of him.
“What?” Reita asked, not liking to be stared at.
“Can I ask you a question?” Ruki obviously didn’t want to be overheard and kept this voice low.
He watched as the other three quietly left the room, which was completely out of the norm for them, they never leave anywhere quietly. Reita nodded, but remained suspicious. Knowing his luck it would probably involve some sort of humiliation involving his sexuality again since they had been looking at porn.
“When your with another man, does it…hurt?” he asked shyly, his cheeks tinged red.
Reita cocked an eyebrow at his question. This had to be the start of some sort of joke with them. The others leaving quickly and quietly and Ruki seemingly all the sudden interested in what being with another man is like.
“Why would I do it if it hurt?” he laughed “Does the first time though, why?” he answered hesitantly, waiting for someone or something to happen.
“Just curious” he mumbled quickly. He up and walked over to his mic stand, fiddling with it nervously as he watched Reita through the mirrored wall get up from the couch, stopping just behind him, close enough he could smell the others light cologne.
“Is it really just curiosity, Ruki?” Reita asked as he moved around and stood in front of the other and leaned against the mirrored wall.
Ruki’s eyes had no where else to go but to stare at the other. Unintentionally his eyes drifted from Reita’s eyes all the way to his groin. Quickly he caught himself, but he couldn’t stop his cheeks from turning an even brighter shade of red.
“Wow Ru, I didn’t know you were turnin’ gay, when did this happen?“ Reita smirked, he had caught Ruki eyeing him top to bottom.
“Uhm, bi actually and for about 2 years maybe” Ruki choked out starring at Reita wide eyed, surprised at his forwardness, his heart racing in his chest.
“Why didn’t you say anything when I came out?” Reita put his hand over Ruki’s, stopping him from fiddling with the mic. He could feel how hot hands were, his palms most likely sweating.
“Well….because I’ve only ever been attracted to one man before.” Ruki slid his hand out from under Reita’s and walked over to the window and opened it slightly. The freezing temperatures outside quickly cooled his hands, and the heat that had built up in his cheeks.
“Why don’t you tell him then” Reita asked as he joined Ruki at the window.
“Because we’re friends, what if it doesn’t work out?” Ruki tried to focus anywhere but Reita’s face in front of him, so close yet so far. Ruki sighed inwardly and leaned his head against the cool class, regretting starting this conversation. It was going a bit further then he had intended.
“What if it does? You could ‘what if’ yourself to death Ruki. You of all people should know sometimes, you just need to take risks” Reita smirked as he could tell his words were currently working through the others mind.
“I suppose your right” Ruki closed the window, feeling the effects of the bitter cold quickly. His fingers burned and tingled as they tried to warm up.
“Do you love him or just like him?” Reita asked, stopping Ruki from retreating from the window. He found the draft coming from the window was keeping the heat in his own cheeks at bay.
“Uhm…well…” Ruki couldn’t take his eyes off Reita’s, there was something in them that wasn’t there a few minutes ago and it almost took his breath away.
“Well, what happens when you get closed to him?”
“I get nervous, and get butterflies in my stomach and my hands get….clammy” had Reita realized? Ruki tried to turn away, but Reita’s hold on him was too tight.
“What about this close?” Reita whispered as he leaned down, stopping mere inches from Ruki’s face.
Ruki stopped breathing, his heart pounded in his ears. So close, Reita was so very close. A whimper fell from his lips instead of the response he wanted. His face felt like it was on fire and his heart was in his throat. He swallowed hard, trying to will himself to say something.
Reita smirked, and closed the gap between them, sealing their lips in a tender kiss. Ruki stood frozen, his eyes blinking unbelievably at Reita’s closed ones. Reita was kissing him, Reita, the man he has silently been in love with for over 2 years. His pulse seemed to go even faster, his hands became sweaty, he couldn’t breath, he thought he was going to pass out.
“Breath Ru” Reita whispered against his lips. He sealed their lips in yet another kiss, finally Ruki’s brain started working and he slowly responded to the kiss. He wrapped his arms around the others neck, pulling him down further.
Reita wrapped his arms around Ruki’s waist and pulled him closer. He nibbled lightly on the others lip, eliciting a soft moan. He deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue inside Ruki’s mouth massaging the others tongue with his own. He instantly fell in love with the way he tasted. The kiss quickly became more needy, hotter as Ruki pressed himself against the other.
“Well it’s about time” Kai said, interrupting their moment. Him, Aoi and Uruha stood at the doorway to the practice room, smirking.
Ruki immediately pulled away from Reita and blushed. He didn’t think his face could get any redder or feel any hotter.
“You knew, huh?” Reita asked. He saw Ruki shifting his weight uncomfortable at being walked in on. To help ease his nerves Reita wrapped his arms around the others waist, pulling him closer, silently letting him know he wasn’t alone in this.
“Yup. Probably for as long as you two, who just never seemed to get it before now. Take it home love birds, practice is over for the day.”
Aoi and Uruha cheered and set into motion in record time putting their guitars away and gathering their things. Aoi’s girlfriend would surely not mind some extra hours with him. Heaven only knew what Uruha would be up to, it scared Reita to even think about it.
“Thanks Kai” Ruki managed to choke out. His blush still evident, but growing lighter by the minute.
“Try not to work too late Kai-kun, if we get out of here early you should too” Reita called as they exited the practice room.
Kai gave them the usual nod as they walked out the door. He would often stay behind, tiding up, or speaking with management or just sitting quietly alone while thinking over things.
When the door closed Kai let out a deep sigh. Sometimes he really didn’t know how he put up with them all. He thought it was funny how his band mates always assumed he was staying late to work. Well that wasn’t entirely wrong, but he didn’t work much after they had gone home. He chuckled lightly as he took one last look around the room, shut out the lights and closed the door behind him.
There waiting for him at the end of the hallway was the one thing in his life other then drumming that managed to steal his heart. Nao smiled as he approached, his face lighting up completely.
“You got my text” Kai grinned at his boyfriend.
Nao nodded excitedly, wrapping his arms around his lovers neck, pulling him close for a kiss.
“It’s going to rain, lets get out of here before it does” Kai said, breaking the kiss.
Nao silently agreed and pulled the other into the elevator. The elevator doors closed just in time to hide him jumping up and wrapping his legs around Kai’s waist, pulling him into yet another heated kiss.
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A/N: possible part 2 with smut...if i ever get around to writing it XD
Author: angelzli
Pairing: Reita x Ruki
Rating: PG-13? idk, read warnings
Warning: MxM kissing, fluff, lameness
Genre: idk
Disclaimer: lies. lies. all lies!
Summary: Ruki is curious about what being with another man is like...(lame summ i know)
A/N: decided to post this to _quaintnotion...bit nervous hehe pls be kind to me im still amateur XD
“Hey guys” Reita said announcing his presence as he walked through the door of their practice room. He started walking over to his bass when he realized there was too much giggling coming from the table his four band mates were sitting at.
“What are you guys looking at? He asked, curiosity getting the better of him.
“Nothing you’d be interested in” Uruha giggled, holding up a porn magazine with a naked woman spread eagle on the page.
Reita cringed, rolled his eyes and walked away, their laughing ringing in his ear. His band mates have known for over two years he was gay, well he has been longer then that, but that’s when they found out. They never seemed to get bored teasing him or making appoint to make him feel left out when it came to women. To him though he wasn’t missing out, they were.
He laughed to himself, thinking he might as well let them get it out of their system so that they could get on with practice. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Ruki make his way over to him, sitting on the coffee table in front of him.
“What?” Reita asked, not liking to be stared at.
“Can I ask you a question?” Ruki obviously didn’t want to be overheard and kept this voice low.
He watched as the other three quietly left the room, which was completely out of the norm for them, they never leave anywhere quietly. Reita nodded, but remained suspicious. Knowing his luck it would probably involve some sort of humiliation involving his sexuality again since they had been looking at porn.
“When your with another man, does it…hurt?” he asked shyly, his cheeks tinged red.
Reita cocked an eyebrow at his question. This had to be the start of some sort of joke with them. The others leaving quickly and quietly and Ruki seemingly all the sudden interested in what being with another man is like.
“Why would I do it if it hurt?” he laughed “Does the first time though, why?” he answered hesitantly, waiting for someone or something to happen.
“Just curious” he mumbled quickly. He up and walked over to his mic stand, fiddling with it nervously as he watched Reita through the mirrored wall get up from the couch, stopping just behind him, close enough he could smell the others light cologne.
“Is it really just curiosity, Ruki?” Reita asked as he moved around and stood in front of the other and leaned against the mirrored wall.
Ruki’s eyes had no where else to go but to stare at the other. Unintentionally his eyes drifted from Reita’s eyes all the way to his groin. Quickly he caught himself, but he couldn’t stop his cheeks from turning an even brighter shade of red.
“Wow Ru, I didn’t know you were turnin’ gay, when did this happen?“ Reita smirked, he had caught Ruki eyeing him top to bottom.
“Uhm, bi actually and for about 2 years maybe” Ruki choked out starring at Reita wide eyed, surprised at his forwardness, his heart racing in his chest.
“Why didn’t you say anything when I came out?” Reita put his hand over Ruki’s, stopping him from fiddling with the mic. He could feel how hot hands were, his palms most likely sweating.
“Well….because I’ve only ever been attracted to one man before.” Ruki slid his hand out from under Reita’s and walked over to the window and opened it slightly. The freezing temperatures outside quickly cooled his hands, and the heat that had built up in his cheeks.
“Why don’t you tell him then” Reita asked as he joined Ruki at the window.
“Because we’re friends, what if it doesn’t work out?” Ruki tried to focus anywhere but Reita’s face in front of him, so close yet so far. Ruki sighed inwardly and leaned his head against the cool class, regretting starting this conversation. It was going a bit further then he had intended.
“What if it does? You could ‘what if’ yourself to death Ruki. You of all people should know sometimes, you just need to take risks” Reita smirked as he could tell his words were currently working through the others mind.
“I suppose your right” Ruki closed the window, feeling the effects of the bitter cold quickly. His fingers burned and tingled as they tried to warm up.
“Do you love him or just like him?” Reita asked, stopping Ruki from retreating from the window. He found the draft coming from the window was keeping the heat in his own cheeks at bay.
“Uhm…well…” Ruki couldn’t take his eyes off Reita’s, there was something in them that wasn’t there a few minutes ago and it almost took his breath away.
“Well, what happens when you get closed to him?”
“I get nervous, and get butterflies in my stomach and my hands get….clammy” had Reita realized? Ruki tried to turn away, but Reita’s hold on him was too tight.
“What about this close?” Reita whispered as he leaned down, stopping mere inches from Ruki’s face.
Ruki stopped breathing, his heart pounded in his ears. So close, Reita was so very close. A whimper fell from his lips instead of the response he wanted. His face felt like it was on fire and his heart was in his throat. He swallowed hard, trying to will himself to say something.
Reita smirked, and closed the gap between them, sealing their lips in a tender kiss. Ruki stood frozen, his eyes blinking unbelievably at Reita’s closed ones. Reita was kissing him, Reita, the man he has silently been in love with for over 2 years. His pulse seemed to go even faster, his hands became sweaty, he couldn’t breath, he thought he was going to pass out.
“Breath Ru” Reita whispered against his lips. He sealed their lips in yet another kiss, finally Ruki’s brain started working and he slowly responded to the kiss. He wrapped his arms around the others neck, pulling him down further.
Reita wrapped his arms around Ruki’s waist and pulled him closer. He nibbled lightly on the others lip, eliciting a soft moan. He deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue inside Ruki’s mouth massaging the others tongue with his own. He instantly fell in love with the way he tasted. The kiss quickly became more needy, hotter as Ruki pressed himself against the other.
“Well it’s about time” Kai said, interrupting their moment. Him, Aoi and Uruha stood at the doorway to the practice room, smirking.
Ruki immediately pulled away from Reita and blushed. He didn’t think his face could get any redder or feel any hotter.
“You knew, huh?” Reita asked. He saw Ruki shifting his weight uncomfortable at being walked in on. To help ease his nerves Reita wrapped his arms around the others waist, pulling him closer, silently letting him know he wasn’t alone in this.
“Yup. Probably for as long as you two, who just never seemed to get it before now. Take it home love birds, practice is over for the day.”
Aoi and Uruha cheered and set into motion in record time putting their guitars away and gathering their things. Aoi’s girlfriend would surely not mind some extra hours with him. Heaven only knew what Uruha would be up to, it scared Reita to even think about it.
“Thanks Kai” Ruki managed to choke out. His blush still evident, but growing lighter by the minute.
“Try not to work too late Kai-kun, if we get out of here early you should too” Reita called as they exited the practice room.
Kai gave them the usual nod as they walked out the door. He would often stay behind, tiding up, or speaking with management or just sitting quietly alone while thinking over things.
When the door closed Kai let out a deep sigh. Sometimes he really didn’t know how he put up with them all. He thought it was funny how his band mates always assumed he was staying late to work. Well that wasn’t entirely wrong, but he didn’t work much after they had gone home. He chuckled lightly as he took one last look around the room, shut out the lights and closed the door behind him.
There waiting for him at the end of the hallway was the one thing in his life other then drumming that managed to steal his heart. Nao smiled as he approached, his face lighting up completely.
“You got my text” Kai grinned at his boyfriend.
Nao nodded excitedly, wrapping his arms around his lovers neck, pulling him close for a kiss.
“It’s going to rain, lets get out of here before it does” Kai said, breaking the kiss.
Nao silently agreed and pulled the other into the elevator. The elevator doors closed just in time to hide him jumping up and wrapping his legs around Kai’s waist, pulling him into yet another heated kiss.
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A/N: possible part 2 with smut...if i ever get around to writing it XD