I realized lately that i have had a few friends that have tried to mold me into exactly what they are ( Read more... )

My roomate and i went to see 40 y/o virgin tonight.. Oh me, it was so funny, i literally was annoying myself at how much i was laughing, im pretty sure that everyone around me thought i was a complete moron, but HEY, it made me laugh. bahahaha. and perhaps they should laugh more ( Read more... )

all becca and i can talk about is going to FL, although it's 9 months away there's so much i want to accomplish before then.. I've lost 25lbs!!! BUT, the cold sad truth is, you can't tell so much because i became SO fat when i moved here, but this heffer is going to work her toots off until she loses weight, i don't care what it takes!! Well i do, ( Read more... )

Lilly is starting to drive me insane. Anyone want a dog? She's cute and furry, but she's also a psycho bitch ( Read more... )

Well, I really need all of you to keep me and my family in your prayers ( Read more... )

So i haven't so much thought about my dads passing in a long time, it's not really something i try to think about, i actually know that i have a mental block there and i have for a long time now ( Read more... )

you're not the same anymore..
i guess im not either..
your priorities are set in another state..
and that's fine.. i want you to be happy..
i have a new job..
things have changed..
you don't know that..
i do..
am i being selfish?
yes.. the answer is yes..
but that's something you
have to deal with on your own.

i think this is my last upadate on LJ.. i don't really get any feedback so i don't really ever feel the need to update.
ahh well.
friends just don't care unless it's about someone else -shrugs-

byyeeee.

i am absolutely sickened by myself ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me. -sigh-