What we think also changes over the long term. Sometimes I feel like people are leaving me behind, but the truth is we all are moving, in our own pace, in our own directions. Even if it seems like we're stuck in a standstill, we are always changing.
Even still, I think even when the past is gone and can't be relived, it's still something worth treasuring and keeping.
;; I am really unconfident in socializing. Sometimes I am afraid to hang onto people who are drifting away because I think I might be bothering them. And sometimes I get frustrated that I have to initiate the contact. (Why don't they ever contact me first for a change?) But sometimes it seems like people are waiting to be reached out to? And will welcome the hanging onto?
Sorry if I'm totally missing the point and rambling about something irrelevant. ;;
No no, you make sense! But...well, my current situation is more like, while you're thinking that you're just gradually drifting apart, you later find out that this other person is saying things like, "I'm glad I stop talking to them." Maybe not directly, but still...it hurts, you know. I think I couldn't express this very well when I typed all that last night.
But I still want to trust that they just weren't thinking when they said it. So maybe they're a little self-centered, it's human. ...Or I should just shut up and stop being nice like that. Thanks anyway, Pompi. At least you make me feel that I'm never alone in this.
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Even still, I think even when the past is gone and can't be relived, it's still something worth treasuring and keeping.
;; I am really unconfident in socializing. Sometimes I am afraid to hang onto people who are drifting away because I think I might be bothering them. And sometimes I get frustrated that I have to initiate the contact. (Why don't they ever contact me first for a change?) But sometimes it seems like people are waiting to be reached out to? And will welcome the hanging onto?
Sorry if I'm totally missing the point and rambling about something irrelevant. ;;
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But I still want to trust that they just weren't thinking when they said it. So maybe they're a little self-centered, it's human. ...Or I should just shut up and stop being nice like that. Thanks anyway, Pompi. At least you make me feel that I'm never alone in this.
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