Just give me a moment.

[angiechild]

The radio in the taxi on the way back was playing Daniel Bedingfield's If You're Not the OneI'm at such a vulnerable age right now, and he knows. But I really appreciate hearing from him that I'm actually more girly than I thought myself to be. And well, irl, I tend to be more open to guys than girls (is it 'cause I hang out with them more?), and I

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[pompi]

Life and love. = v= It's good to grow and change. I think by going through tough things, like a lack of self confidence and esteem, makes you even stronger when you find a way out of it, compared to someone who has never experienced that sort of hardship.

I guess in many cases, we are opposites. I am more comfortable with girls because I don't trust men. I don't show my weaknesses to anyone. But this entry right here, does make you seem very girly, haha. And there's nothing wrong with that. In fact, I hope you embrace it as part of yourself, but don't let it hold you back in whatever you decide to do.

[angiechild]

Thank you Pompi, you made it rain more. But it's more of relief and gratitude, don't worry!!
But yeah, find a way out of it, I am working on that. It's just gonna be hard for a while 'cause I'm still hurting, but dawn always comes after the darkest of nights, yeah?

I think I'm just lucky because I have met a lot of nice guys in my life, and my brother and even my dad played an important role in my growth, so I came to trust guys more easily. And I guess I just really like the feeling of safety in a guy's arms because I'm not that strong - mainly physically but I guess nowadays emotionally too.

I will do my best to embrace 'me'! Thank you T^T