wwoooooo ( Read more... )

Where are the real people?! The people who don't act like robots, these mechanical estranged imbeciles, passive without substance; what the HELL is going on?!?! I repeat, what the hell.
Is everyone hiding? HELLOOOOO? hello? ...mmm the lights aren't on and nobodys home?

This is a severe case of talking to myself. Unfortunately, I'm pretty much the ( Read more... )

So it's the "new year" and it doesn't feel so "new" seeing as it was just a small second, just a limpse of time that deciphers another number of a date you'll write on your exam and be like 'holy crap i'm old'. Even though you're not. And what? You go to a party with failed expectations sit your ass down for like 3 hours and gain 10 lbs. eating ( Read more... )

I had a lovely lesson with Steve today, it took me a while, but I've figured out we share a lot of the same humor. I guess I don't act myself too much while in my lesson, but, I learend a lot today about tonguing and all that fun technical stuff. Kathryn was there and was talking about a party with some college guys and one guy in particular * ( Read more... )

I almost bought this book written by Darwin on natural selection and all of his theories, a lot that I percieve to be true. I should have bought it!!! I find myself looking in there for something about religion, I guess I'm trying to find something to turn to no matter how long I try to ignore it. Subconsciously I'm not, though I wish I were ( Read more... )

catfood catfood catfood. This song really goes with the random present I inherited yesterday. Gumball dispenser filled with catfood. Quite comical and dissappointing lol ( Read more... )

no problem. shoving down more lies. i had to, either way i'd be selfish about this ah, what to do? well, i'll do something that's for sure. A lie for a lie, that's 2 times as bad, but 2 times as deserving then.

every time i think things are the way they are, they aren't. i guess i can't rely on situations or feelings and such things i thought were important ( Read more... )

wtf.

I just got my heart smashed.
it hasn't hit me yet but i dunno. i didn't see this coming i guess i waited too long or something. maybe i never had a chance i am so confused we're so alike. so that's it? no that was too easy to end wtf?
the peices fit, but they're falling away? i'm too casual w/ people i love. Stupid ramblings.