I hate/admire those people with so much self control to be laughing in there head but remain serious on the outside. Like, what the hell are they thinking? Why can't they smile even though they want to? It's so devious to me, I've never exactly been able to do any of this or live up to any facecious expectation dealing with my emotions. On the ( Read more... )

Just do it ( Read more... )

ZZOMG! top 10 *healthy foods ( Read more... )

so...i got a nice poem written about me. Not ( Read more... )

So the other day I was druggin it up as usual lol (cause i'm sick) and usually it makes me feel calm but I can't get to sleep very well, SO, using my good judgement I drank some gin with it, not to get drunk or anything dumb like that, but to calm my nerves. Don't take that the wrong way...but anyway, it never even occured to me that I was taking ( Read more... )

I had a rough night last night as usual. This sickness has made me paranoid, they lack of sleep has demented my ability to think clearly. The whole situation is cool, (it's kind of like being on a constant high), but any little thing will set me off into crazy person mode. For instance, you see a shadow out of the corner of your eye and ignore it; ( Read more... )

the sick hurts

Number one thing people look for: acceptance ( Read more... )

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I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world