I'm sick of dissappointing people. At first it was I was sad I was dissappointing people. But that gets me down real bad and it's turned into a confusing nagging sort of anger. I've stopped sleeping all day for a start but I've come to the conclusion I can't rely on anyone. Especially myself ( Read more... )

OMG I have to give a clarinet lesson in like 2 minutes! Or now! I luv givin em so if you ever want one gimme a call lol.
Andy every time I hear a song by weezer I think of you. Which is a lot cause they're always on the radio.
I'm mad my mom messed w/ my tape recorder and I had a clarinet duet on it my friend and I played and all my mom had to say ( Read more... )

Wow I'm moody but right now I'm happy n listening to nine inch nails. They're awesome, the new cd has some really good songs on it, other are kinda meh in the middle but okay. My dad left and now I can practice my clarinet in the living room and i'm going to sketch !!!!! See that wouldn't normally make people happy but wow 2 things I love! And I ( Read more... )

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Today was another band practice and I have 7 songs to learn but I"m happy cause we get to play Toxicity by System of a Down who rocks :). falling down by story of the year i think thats the other one. It's fun to be there but then the guitar parts are usually meant for one guitar so ( Read more... )

It's only after you've lost everything that you are free to do anything.

I see the strongest and the smartest men who have ever lived... and these men are pumping gas and waiting tables.

How lucky

Today I had band practice. Learned some songs on guitar met the guitarist Mike, and realized everyone puts him down cause he made a bad rep for ( Read more... )

Well today was fun, I went to the beach w/ Cathy and Danny and we played v-ball with a bunch of Mexican people who were awesome. I mean, you knew when they were mad cause they'd be talkin egnlish and watev then outta no where crazy fast spanish...so

right now i'm listenin to some audioslave. Wow I wish everyone could open up to everyone else. I ( Read more... )

Cool it's night time, i wanna go for a walk find a cool place in the woods under the moon and write some poetry in the dark ( Read more... )

Last night I went to bed at two after thinking about my life. I'm not sure what matters anymore. There is no structure or balance...sometimes it's good but it has its lows ( Read more... )