i love how livejournal is just a tool for drama. a way to indirectly work out your beef or purposely make it worse. i guess getting it out in any way, shape, or form is a good thing, though. i guess. is it bad that sometimes i really don't like people... like not particularly, but just people? i hope i'm not the only one that gets frustrated ( Read more... )

my mom got married at 19.  my grandpa just found the pictures from then.

they are freaky... you'll see why.

( boo. )

sometimes growing apart from people makes so much sense. and you realize why you aren't close anymore and you are okay with it because in some way or another, that person or group of people was/were holding you back ( Read more... )

i don't really know what's going on. i don't know how to feel good about my life. i can't wait to hear back from northern. i hope i never hear back from the doctor. there is so much i want to sort out but i don't really know what sorting it out would do. i just feel like a deck of cards that some kid threw in the air. all i know for sure is ( Read more... )

you don't know the greatness you are.

i wish i liked today a little more.  is that aweful of me to say? at least i got my degrassi.  happy birthday to me.

the moon was absolutely beautiful tonight.  it was so bright.  i passed by a cemetary on my way home and it was one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen.  all the grave stones were lit up by the moon.  i love when it's so bright at night that you could drive without headlights.  when the trees cast shadows ( Read more... )

I had an amazing weekend.  Shaun of the dead is really good.  i loved it.  i want to watch it agian, right now.  so that is was johnny and i did friday night.  also.  we stayed up really late because right after we got home, before we had managed to get comfortable on the couch, my drunk parents and drunk older sister and her crazy boyfriend all ( Read more... )

yesterday was an aweful day.  today was great.  what was the difference?  i have no idea ( Read more... )

so i went to see johnny this weekend.  I picked up my step dad's old digital camera on the way.  some of the pictures he took, some are just me being a total ham.  we had a good weekend.  Oh yeah.  so after i got my hair cut, i asked her to dye it dark right?  she asked me if she could put some red in it because it would be fun for her.  she said ( Read more... )