you pick and click a nick, you chat, you meet, you fuck, and after that you forget like nothing's happend then... you chat again, you're goin to meet that same kind of person, and you're unconciously repeating that cycle again and again, and soon you'll realized that you dont respect yourself anymore.entry made last 14 December 2003 @ 04:40 pm ( Read more... )

must have been the sad boy's aura, like what i have posted few years back ( Read more... )

while contemplating outside of one of the famous bathhouse, and old of friend who now works for that stablishment asked ( Read more... )

... but i had fun with the guy din naman... he was nice... and he was also the reason why i had to quit and he made me realize that the ... world is more often that not.. sleaze and hypocrites that tend to be so selfish not minding how much they hurt people when they lie or say the wrong things

--- nealryan ano ba ang meron? ewan... basta ( Read more... )

mula ng maging single ako mula last year. i had dated a guy and after several months of dating, wala rin nangyari. hindi ako nagkulang, pero may nangyaring mali somewhere in between. natatawa na lang ako kapag naalala ko. one raining day nagtext siya sa akin. akala ko original text niya, yun pala message ko dati sa kanya na ibinalik lang sa akin, ( Read more... )

hindi ka na kasama sa mga priorities ko. in contact pa rin ako sayo kasi tinutulungan kita maayos ang buhay mo. kasi sa dinamidami ng mga kaibigan mo wala ka man lang mapagkatiwaalan sa kanila kaya ito sa akin mo inihabilin mga naiwan mong committments dito. kaya pumayag ako sa arrangement. nakikipag usap lang ako in business level sayo, parang ( Read more... )

ayos ka lang? ako hindi, mga ilang araw na ako hindi makatulog ng maayos. hindi ko nakukumpleto ang otso oras na pagtulog. mahaba na siguro ang limang oras na diretsong tulog, pero kahapon mahaba. at tulad naman ngayon, tulog na ako kanina pero nagising na lang ako bigla at hindi na ulit makatulog kaya ito tutok na naman sa harap ng isang malaking ( Read more... )

around 7 months na akong single. ito na ang pinakamatagal na panahon na wala akong syota. everyafter break-up, may interesting na tao kaagad akong nakikilala at nagiging syota din eventually, pero this time iba. iilan na rin ang na meet ko at nakasamang lumabas. pero hindi nagtuloy sa isang relasyon, meron dapat, matigas lang talaga kasi ang ulo ko ( Read more... )

insight on being single from one of the forums i bumped in.

"Choice sometimes is being suggested by Situation.."

i think is not just sometimes, it happens all the time.

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so India got their very first gold in the olympics, when is it our turn? hello there boxers where are you?

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ewan gusto kong magkaanak pero hindi ko alam papaano. at saka kung katuwang ko sa buhay ay lalake nga, ayaw kong libakin kami lalo na ang bata ng mga mapangkutyang pinoy.