I moved in with my father a couple of weeks ago. He has chainged alot. He is still kind of smarmy in a motivational speaker sort of way, but much calmer and as I am older and really have no desire to change his mind about pretty much anything we dont argue. Its been pretty much awsome ( Read more... )

In the last week I have been snubed by two people who I never in a million years would snub me. The first is my old old ex who does actualy seem to like me, unfortuatly his wife is crazy, and by crazy I meen stabed him in the arm with a knife for having beer breath and threatened to kill me if I hit on her oh so desirable husband. He has since ( Read more... )

have a pretty nasty feaver. Talked to a friend yesterday while having feaver. he was talking about a computer not liking something computer related that was floppy. could not help laughing because maybe the computer is female. Talking to people is more fun when not in your right mind.

while unearthing crap from my grandmother's house I have found a group picture from the last year i went to girl scout camp. I am subtly flipping off the camera with both hands with my arms crossed. It was a hot day and the camp wouldnt let us shower. I still feel justified. Many calls to my mom from firend's moms ( Read more... )

My mom is schedualed to have surgery tomorow. She has a hurnia. She should be fine.

I miss having my own personal insomniac living right below me.

I got on you tube yesterday and played a bunch of steven lynch. Listening to lynch usualy makes me very happy. It reminds me of happy times I spent with Jon and Sean, which is the closest thing I will ever have to a brother. Then I played voices in my head and burst into tears. It was like an end of the series montage of your favorite TV show, ( Read more... )

Hung out wiht A.S. and wife. rented a movie, could not follow the plot because she would not shut up. She seemed to feel threatened, which is odd because all I did was complament her, congradulate her, and I sat on the other side of the room from her husband. She sat on a couch in the middle of the room and went to his lap about three times. Not ( Read more... )

I saw a picture of Old Old boy friend's wife on my space. There was something oddly familiar, then I covered the bottom half of her face and it could have been a pic of me. I'm feeling a little type cast, which is rediculouse because its a coincidence. It could have been camera angle and lighting. I am wondering how many girls there are in EG with ( Read more... )

I am moving in with my father some time next week. Yes things are THAT bad with my mother. Hopefuly it will only last a couple of months. His number is (916)362-4535.