my head feels funny

Jan 25, 2005 21:54

So, as my dad says, I feel like my life is in a rut right now. I'm just not happy with some major aspects of it, and I can't really do anything about it besides suck it up. I hate how none of my friends understand why I do guard. To them it is just the "flags" and crap they see during the football games. Winter guard is just so different. I ( Read more... )

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toubun January 26 2005, 03:32:32 UTC
yeah. i think everyone should go to SEMINOLE HS this SATURDAY and plan on being inside the gym by 8:24 PM

just a thought.

^_^

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angmiester January 26 2005, 19:31:58 UTC
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Dearest Andrea, dirtystina January 26 2005, 16:23:28 UTC
I do not want to be a drag or a let down, but more like a bearer of truth. Those kids you are having doubts about in high school are probably not your true friends. After high school a very small portion of your friends are going to stick around, it happens to everyone, even the prom queen! So, do not fret little one, becuase when high school is over is when you will make GOOD friends, or you will just find out who your true friends are. Do not worry about this, have fun with them now. After high school is soooo much better, trust me...just wanted you to know the truth. Dun Dun Dunnnnnnn. <3-Christina w/b/s :) hehe

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Re: Dearest Andrea, angmiester January 26 2005, 19:34:08 UTC
You aren't being a drag, I know it is going to be so different out of high school. I just want to graduate, but then again I'm scared about the future and college. I feel like such a baby for this post, lol, but ya gotta do what ya gotta do I suppose. Thanks for the words of wisdom. : )
~Andrea

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Re: Dearest Andrea, dirtystina January 27 2005, 18:21:21 UTC
Everyone worries about their unknown future! I worry becuase I dont know if I will have anything cute to wear tomorrow! Just try and think about all the good your life has to offer you right now, and how much MORE it will have to offer AFTER high school! Smile little friend! All will be well, just give it time. By the way, its okay to be a hater, if your friends suck TELL'EM! Cos they probably dont realize it. Dont worry, be happy...your not whiny, your real. Dont forget what happens on those Dave Chappelle skits,"When keepin' it real goes bad"...hahaha...just kidding. <3-Stina

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starry_eyedo01 January 26 2005, 17:43:16 UTC
a-dawg..i am sorry you feel that way! i know that i havent been a good friend and that i really need to go and catch one of your competitions. hopefully, if get home from gasparilla early enough and not have to work (yipee!!) on saturday night, i will be there. when is your next one so i know to keep my schedule open? i already know im going on your birthday with the greatest present ever (i want to keep it soooo bad) :) so im sorry for being a sucky friend cause i know i should try harder to see you in action. <333

still on for saturday morning?

we need to make another date for tennis that ib won't ruin :(

<3 - j-dawg

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angmiester January 26 2005, 19:36:21 UTC
You not coming to a competition doesn't mean you aren't being a good friend. I'm sorry if I made you feel that way. You at least have asked me more about guard, and the people in it, and what not. It's just so hard to explain that sometimes I feel like people think I'm just doing something that is as easy as pie, when it really takes a lot of work. I can't wait to have your support on my birthday, it is going to be a great deal, thanks to my great friends like you.

Every saturday, same time, same place, be there.

~your whiny friend,
Andrea.

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starry_eyedo01 January 26 2005, 23:44:15 UTC
You didn't make me feel that way! I thought about it and was like "WOW I DO SUCK!" Haha. I know that what you do is not easy. Your practices are long and hard. And memorizing all those routines and steps and whatnot. Andrea, it took me months to memorize your CELL NUMBER.

And I can't wait for your birthday! :) I am so excited...I've already got your present figured out in my mind.

<3 - j-dawg, who doesn't think you are a whiny friend...BUT A FREAKIN AMAZING ONE!!!

p.s. - hows the contact stuff coming along?

p.p.s. - i miss you tonite...do you have practice?

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Its your sister anonymous January 26 2005, 23:02:32 UTC
Hey Ang,
First off SMILE you just got contacts you hot mama you! Second off you get to go to college with perhaps the coolest sibling around! How lucky is that? I went through the same thing in high school with people not understanding about guard, it sucks but trust me when you are out of hs it will all seem so silly! College is great, don't be scared about your future you are going to do so well! I love you, get out of this slump or I will start calling you Sir Slumps a lot.
Quesidillah,
Lisa

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iolair January 27 2005, 03:09:23 UTC
Oh my darling, I know how you feel! I get the "Oh, you do the flags, right?" all the time. Like you said, it's indescribable. It's a completely different feeling =) So, I feel ya on that one. And cheer up, charlie! Everything gets better in the end... or after high school. whichever comes first. Let's chat. Hell, let's have lunch! We don't get to just have... chill out time together anymore cuz you're all the way at the top of the totem with USF =)

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