Welp was supposed to have a doctors appointment today for my many ailments...am trying to find a primary care physician since it seems no one really can help me maybe if I get a history at one place that can help... but  sometime this morning they called and cancelled on me...which deflated me....even though they had a good reason...this kind of ( Read more... )

has it really been that long since I have been on here.......I almost forgot how....FACEBOOK rules.....I hardly ever go to any of the others anymore....everything u need is most likey on the facebook.......welpers i wanna cancel this but then i would lose all the greatness on almost what has it been now 6 years???? ta ta for now yet again....until ( Read more... )

yup I am still alive.....though I dwell on facebook most of the time anymore if you wanna find me.......ta ta for now!

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A broken heart always mends itself
that stubborn heart never wants the help
most of the time its a heart of stone
wanting to be left alone
wallowing in pity never shown
the doubt, the shame, the open sore
leaves me able to crawl the floor
the fetal position, im under suspicion
I have a condition!
The difference between love and hate
could just be ( Read more... )

I am going straight to hell...but maybe if I repent and say I have sinned god can forgive me! good lord what have I become?!?!?!

why is it in the last few years it seems i can only make friends with assholes???? hmmm hope its not a pattern!

I mean I know im no saint but everyone I meet is a lying fucking bastard! Is everyone out there like that and im alone in my thoughts???!!!???

having a fat week...pizza for lunch n supper yesterday choco cookies for at least 3 days in a row.....cheeze fries and cookies for breakast....i think i might need to work out this weekend....lol.....and um ok...dude...I wanna see twilight....and bond...and madagacar.....but I aint going by myself......so i guess i wont........ppphhhttt........now ( Read more... )