Yo.

[angry_guerilla]

What's up? I can already see there are a ton of people out there doing a double take at the fact I am updating after so long. I have been busy getting ready for school which I start in about 8 hours. I am looking forward to it. I have been so secluded these past few months it is practically making me vampiric. Everyone is out of town and it

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[goodgirl594]

You worthless piece of shit why do you do such things? One day we talk for hours on end about stupid shit and the next nothing, not even a hey I'm going to shut myself up n a cage for God knows how long.

I hope you accomplished something during all of this time of seclusion.

I do not understand why you have to prepare so for f'in summer school.

I'm pissed at your sudden depature and this is just the tip of the ice berg when it comes to my complaints of your unexpected abscense.

[angry_guerilla]

Well, you are aware of the whole OCD ADD thing. This makes it difficult for me to multitask efficiently. For example, if I was working right now there would be no way that I would have found the time to get registered, find out what books I needed, find out how much it will all cost, etc. I have trouble keeping my priorities in line when there are things to distract me from my goals. A job, social life, and other things that normal people have are things I have to give up if I am to get anything done. My mind is weird like that. OCD makes me question myself and my motives far to often if I am getting ready for more than one thing at a time and I don't have time for all that introspective analysis. Trust me when I say that I wish I could do it like normal people but when I try it just never happens. I'm sorry I vanished but it isn't like you are the only person that was unhappy I dissapeared. Of all the people I know and talk to only my parents knew what I was doing. All my friends were angry too. Even Will got frustrated and that is