Rehearsal reflections...
So I'm chillin' in the green room waiting for my final cue of our last rehearsal before we open. THings are still kinda rocky, however, I'm of the opinion that things will miraculously clear up before tomorrow night.
There are two guys jammin on their guitars (slow jams, but it's good shit) and of course it gets me to thinkin...
Why is it that shit never really seems to turn out the way ya want it to? I mean, really, I’m well aware that I’m not the only person who’s experienced this. We’ve all had our “fuck, why me?” moments, or the better, “fuck, why is it ALWAYS me? And when is this shit gonna get better?”
I’ve relized that both sexes are equally confused by eachother. Men think women are far too complex and that they (men) are quite simplistic. Women find the simplicity rather baffling. Sadly, (well, maybe not sadly, but whatever) I don’t we’ll ever be able to reach a common ground because everyone has their own version of how to read situation x or interpret what so and so said.
I know I don’t NEED relationship. And, I’m not entirely sure if I “want” a relationship either…I just really enjoy being close with someone (specifically a male). And honestly, I can only really say that this “closeness” is referring to a physical closeness and not even in a sexual manner. I just find it comforting to JUST BE snuggled up with a guy (of course, one that I know in some form and find attractive).
“Men make women messy”. Men complicate things. Fuck, both sexes complicate things. Being the person that I am, I hate that this whoel “couring”, “mating and dating” (or maybe it should be the other way around…?) process is so FUCKING COMPLICATED. Like seriously, what the fuck? Why can’t people be open and upfront? Clearly because we fear rejection and have fragile egos n all that jazz, but still, we all think it. Lame lame lame.
There are two guys jammin on their guitars (slow jams, but it's good shit) and of course it gets me to thinkin...
Why is it that shit never really seems to turn out the way ya want it to? I mean, really, I’m well aware that I’m not the only person who’s experienced this. We’ve all had our “fuck, why me?” moments, or the better, “fuck, why is it ALWAYS me? And when is this shit gonna get better?”
I’ve relized that both sexes are equally confused by eachother. Men think women are far too complex and that they (men) are quite simplistic. Women find the simplicity rather baffling. Sadly, (well, maybe not sadly, but whatever) I don’t we’ll ever be able to reach a common ground because everyone has their own version of how to read situation x or interpret what so and so said.
I know I don’t NEED relationship. And, I’m not entirely sure if I “want” a relationship either…I just really enjoy being close with someone (specifically a male). And honestly, I can only really say that this “closeness” is referring to a physical closeness and not even in a sexual manner. I just find it comforting to JUST BE snuggled up with a guy (of course, one that I know in some form and find attractive).
“Men make women messy”. Men complicate things. Fuck, both sexes complicate things. Being the person that I am, I hate that this whoel “couring”, “mating and dating” (or maybe it should be the other way around…?) process is so FUCKING COMPLICATED. Like seriously, what the fuck? Why can’t people be open and upfront? Clearly because we fear rejection and have fragile egos n all that jazz, but still, we all think it. Lame lame lame.