well put bluntly, fuck this life, and almost everyone in it. i am fucking sick of every last portion of my e*istance. i made a rpomise to someone to not kill myself, and believe me if that promise hadnt been made i would do it by any means possible right now. i shall be entering a seclusive state and im highly doubtful that any of you will see or ( Read more... )

previous entry by miss kaytee. pink floyd laser spectacular last night. FUCKING GREAT. thats my update.

Kyle es un hombre asombroso.

okay, first off, my fight with my feelings is going well, these here other feelings of joy due to somebody else are overcoming it and that is good ( Read more... )

well things have shifted into a neutral state. i am not happy, yet i am not depressed, just a neutral middle, and bored off of my ass. THE WHITE WIDOW SEASON HAS COME BACK TO WARWICK AND IF YOU KNOW WHO TO GO OFF OF YOU CAN GET IT, FUCKING BOMBBBBBBBBBB. even though i thought things were changing i feel myself starting to give way again to my ( Read more... )

work yesterday. 11 hour day, yippee skippy. man im so stupid. yesterday at work im sitting drilling a hole through the side of this ladies house right at the corner of it, (an inward corner) and the whole saw bit decides to get caught on a nail and throws my hand sideways and bash my good hand against the wall. keep in mind this is a super duke ( Read more... )

okat, heres the deal folks, im going to do an entire entry with my eyes closed ( Read more... )

what is it i have been doing as of late? only being the fucking happiest i have been that i can even recall. life is going good, and its scary. im so happy right now but on the flipside i could wind up hurting myself worse than ever from all of this. abbey and i took almost a month break from talking, and we are now talking again, sort of, but i am ( Read more... )

my life starts over today. only good can come. :)

hahaha, wow. well first matter of business my rents kicked me out of my house. i now live in a tent in weathersfeild. i can be home between 8-8:45 a.m. on weekdays (nobody is home), and from like 3-4:30 p.m. on weekdays for the same reason. its all goooooooood. had a fun talk with abbeu cause i snuck in my house to get shit last night around ( Read more... )