Fuck this.

[angrylilalice]

I've had it with some of my friends.  I'm sorry, but I have to draw the line somewhere, and I think that some of you have overstepped the boundary.  Picking fun at me a little, okay, that's all fine and good.  Making me look like a freakshow by ganging up on me and laughing at me JUST for a form of entertainment is just cruel.   Isn't it bad enough

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[toolatetomatter]

haha, look at the becca, hahahaha

wait... what did you say again? o_0

[morphine_drip]

You bring it on yourself.

I'm know you're just going to say I'm a bitch after this...
Like ALWAYS.
But maybe we feel the need to bring you down,
because you're so damn vain.
And you KNOW you are.
Everyone does.

And we weren't even being mean,
if you're trying to hint at Ciera, Ned, and me at Denny's.
We were just discussing how obvious it is when you like people,
and the habits you have when you're around them.
And they were funny.
You know damn well it was.
So of course we fucking laughed.
Get over it. Honestly.

'Cause you turned right around and made fun of how
Emily acts when she's talking about her crushes,
and laughed...

And she wasn't even there to defend herself like you were.

Wtf?

[angrylilalice]

I know I'm what you call "vain". But do you know why I act like that? Because I get so much crap from people that I need to have SOME sort of self-esteem. And that's the closest I can get to it because even my friends like to put me down. Okay? Is that alright with you?

And why is it that you feel the need to constantly put me down? Hmm? Every time I'm around you you say something me and condescending about me or to me. You try to make me feel inferior to you every time I see you. It's not right! That is not how friends treat each other! I NEVER say things like that to you! And when I call you a bitch, I only do it in being stupid! I never say anything mean about you, to you or anyone else. Ever. Why do you feel the need to do it to me?!?!

Re: Wtf?

[morphine_drip]

YOU YOURSELF CALL YOURSELF VAIN.
So don't even put the quotation marks,
or that little "what you call."
Because even you say it.

And maybe you've never thought about THIS little fact:
when people tell me they dislike you,
I ask them why. Because you're my friend.
Or I consider you one.
It may not be mutual as of right now.
And they usually ALWAYS say,
"She thinks too highly of herself." or
"She only cares about herself." or
"She thinks she's the greatest thing ever." or
"She thinks everything revolves around her."

And yanno what?
Fuck that.
You do.
And someone needs to say it...
someone besides some random person you'll just brush off.
Someone you MIGHT actually pay attention to.
So you say other people disliking you is why you're vain...
but your vanity is why other people dislike you.

Maybe harsh is the only way to get your attention.