right now im feeling kind of trappd in my current state but al the while im missing just about everyone, i feel so far away. i havnt seen jenny or alex or rachael or even teresa in a long time. And i miss jason, i cant get over him, ive tried. and diesel's in pennsylvaniafor a few more days ( Read more... )

:I'm NOT dating lion anymore, what the hell was i thinking ( Read more... )

If you stay by my side I tend to be good to you. With the hormones raging and stuff changed it seems like a wave became a tsunami with no warning and crashed down on many little social worlds ( Read more... )

personally i dont care what anyone thinks and i shouldn't right? anyway just thought i'd let you know i love him, no humering no BS i do and i dont care if you approve. saku mai kaku! tiffany- good for you i'm proud that you finally got rid of that jerk, you dont take that crap from anyone why should he be an exception ( Read more... )

Most people should have already heard that my sister samantha died late last week due to brain swelling and damage leaving her literally brain-dead. i miss her and im sad but not as much as if we were still as close as we used to be. still it comes in waves at the most unexpected times. she became sort of bitter but she was growing into a beautiful ( Read more... )

finally, not that i was in any hurry, i lost my virginity and thank god i dont regret it infact i not only fucked him yesterday i fucked him today too....in thomas and teresa's house. i know your going to want to know shit but you'll have to ask questions first. did you know you think about the randomest shit during sex?

shit's happened, i've lost most contact with jenny and rachael for awhile and now im starting to notice changes in everyone around me just like the seasons. one of them is my mom she's becoming a yuppi and she's starting to be a real bitch and it's pissing me off. im still a virgin and spring break is starting im hoping i can find a cool ass hot ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday and here i am- no plans, one/two good friends and slashes on my arms and legs. happy fucking birthday to me.

well if your willing to try then i suppose we can start over because i don't REALLY want to loose you but jesus christ don't do that shit anymore. This is me taking a chance and giving this a second try. You were a VERY close friend to me and it's not like I'm going to be like fuck off and be ok with it your like my sister and i suppose i should ( Read more... )

She finally touched the last nerve and im done with her i really am. i tried even after i finally said 'hey wtf?' but i just cant deal with the fact she doesnt listen not anymore at least. i dont have to do this anymore cuz im not friends with her. finally she lied to me, went behind my back and purposefuly avoided me just because she says she ( Read more... )