they say, money makes the world go round and round and round and round and round and round ... money this money that ... and you know what? IT DOES, certainly i'm not encouraging greed which leads to various tragic endings, but i have to say this IS reality ...and in reality we fucking need money ( Read more... )

Last night my other half told me an old friend called and asked him how he was, basic conversation and when asked whether he was serious with me ...he blurted out hmmm i dont know ... i guess we are... not sure ... some may say action speaks louder then words but does it truly always ? Or is it most often then not we want both action AND words? ( Read more... )

Some say, when you pop you'll never stop; but can we limit ourselves? During my birthday celebration i was somewhat worried, not knowing how it will turn out and if people were really enjoying themselves.... I had a fabulous time .. absolutely ... but the following week was hell ( Read more... )

Excitement about birthdays has never seem to amaze me, I admit I too had been caught in a whirl of birthday ecstasy (no pun intended) when it was still a trend, now birthdays are more like a get together, like a reunion of friends no more parties, truth or dare and getting wasted. Nonetheless tonight there will be a clash of all these and MORE ( Read more... )

Something to ponder ... sex and date ? or date then eventually have sex ? Does it make a difference ? I'd like to think so ... yet sometimes we succumb to our carnal self , can a relationship prevail if sexual intimacy has been experienced way before the dating stage ( Read more... )

The past 2 weeks was hell ( Read more... )

Can Someone tell me if theres any difference betweenn a good close friend and a lover? Is it only sex ? if it is why are we so sad ? why cant we settle for just friends ?

I know its not love yet .. but I'm obsessed, obsessed with the one person that I finally think I like....

I've been reluctant, to open up , to love again , to take that risk ... till tonight, everything felt right ... all my defenses were down .. i felt vulnerable.. yet for the first time in 4 years .. it felt good ...

Finally , I think I've found the courage to open up , to admit that I am attracted to someone, to believe and trust that person. Yet part of me is holding back. I want to express myself to say i miss i like i want to take the chance.. why am i so afraid of getting hurt? Or am I just feeling the prick of lonliness ( Read more... )

Its been a week since i've arrived back in melbourne. Plane ride was depressing as ever, hate flying alone. THe moment i arrived in Melbourne I wished I had extended my stay back in KL. Spent almost a week couped up at home sulking. Friends called and refused to go out till finally i could not say no anymore went to dinner with my korean friends ( Read more... )