Comments | anhedonic_ennui: i'm so blind... Why can't I see what she describes.

anhedonic_ennui

i'm so blind... Why can't I see what she describes.

Oct 10, 2003 01:18

Thank you Grace, I love you so much.. But I need to search for these things you see in me. *sigh
tEhUb3rd0rk: I was doing well for a while.. And I just unraveled and undid all the work I put into the new me ( Read more... )

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dusks_requiem October 10 2003, 03:38:10 UTC

Personally, I think the whole "new you" thing was one of the biggest mistakes you made. It was donning a sort of persona. The very fact you had to make out-of-character implications by calling it a "new you" showed that..it just wasn't being fully honest to yourself. Uglyness...beauty...it shouldn't matter anyway. You're beautiful because of how you make yourself out to be. Your close friends never leave your side, not becuase you have a "cute face" or "nice curves", all we'd have to do to see that would be to open up the closest magazine in a grocery aisle. Clearly, we see something more. And I think the problem is, you try too hard to see..

Because the reason we like you, is just because of you, and you alone. Why? Don't question it. Not everyone desires perfection you know. Because craving the inevitable is like praying to the fairy god that you'll get wings every night. We just like Kristen. And thats the only thing anyone should ever like you for ( ... )