do you think maybe?

[anhinga]

i want to wake up feeling different. i want to eat dinner at a table. i want someone else to sit across from me, and i want to tell a joke and make them laugh. i want to stop deluding myself. i want to cry on the phone and not worry about how it sounds. i want to rub someone's shoulders and make them relax. i want someone to get worried and to

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[anhinga]

that sounds remarkably attractive. how about you lay in your bed and listen to "the scientist" and "clocks" and "yellow" on loop and have flashbacks about the concert, and i'll do the same thing, and it will almost be like we are together. not really. but almost.

[docjekyll]

The pretentious yet applicable response:
"To know others is wisdom; to know yourself is enlightenment."

Alternative, more personal response:
I like it when people know what they want and are not afraid to either say it or do it. Be loud, happy, sad, and everything that you can be. Eyes are made for seeing, crying...all of it. Of course, it's hard to get people to pay for your dreams. But, screaming at the spider is free.

[emilyinorbit]

i HATE that red mildew.

also, I want Shaws to carry my favorite hummus again.

also Becky, you can call me any time (if there is a spider or anything!) and i will come running to your aid as fast as i can, although it will probably take 30mins (+/- 5 depending on the schedule of the T.)

Re: emily is a hero

[anhinga]

Woah! Are you like, actually at your computer right now? All the way across the continent and the ocean?

(And that's amazing: go EMILY!!!!)

[saintmari]

i don't know what i want. i don't deserve what i want. i don't want what i want.

[anhinga]

i think everybody deserves what they want, presuming they want the right things ( pretentious? joking? earnesty? all these things.) and you, dear mari, deserve all wonderful things.