i'll be back tomarrow.

[ania]

it's like living through it instead of living it.

but it's all going to work out, someone once told me. it might've been the same person that said to me "paitence is a virtue", and even though i said "virtues are overrated" i think i'll belive them now.

Comments

what are you talking about?

[dizzydevil_13]

what are you talking about, life? seems to me you dont live it, you try yer hardest to do what you think it is you need to do or what youve been told you need to do. what is it we'er all trying to do anyway? we'er all going to school, for what, the chance at getting a job? do you even know if you are going to, or when and if you do you are going to like it, or still be intrested in doin it. people change, a fact i was recently maliciously taught, how can you decide how your going to "live" your life in such a time of confusement and an ever changeing you? i however know what i want, i want to love someone, and them to love me. i knew what that felt like once, thats all thats important to me right now, ill make do with whatever else happens. i say may i never be complete, i say may i never be content. i saw evolve, and let the chips fall where they may.

sorry this is so long 8)

Re: what are you talking about?

[ania]

you can't just let the chips fall where they may. you can't just go around doing what you have to or what people tell you to... because then where will you be? you won't be happy, you won't have a say in your own life. that's no way to go about it.
yeah, people change and evole, and so you live your life for that moment. and since you are so worried about people changing, as everyone inevitably does, you should set your goal perhaps for you to be content and not to rely that on someone else.

Re: what are you talking about?

[dizzydevil_13]

you obviously didnt read what i said...

Re: what are you talking about?

[ania]

oh, but i did.
and i'm arguing that you have to take a stand in your life and can't just let stuff happen to you.

[xbsmntxhippyx]

seems to me, Levi turns out to be right, always.

[ania]

not always always.

just maybe a lot of the time. or most.