how come i have to be the bad sheep. i am always the one who does everything wrong i can never do anything right. and they wonder why i am always so ill. why i am so mad. they wont give me the chance to be myself i have to be what they want. i cant learn to be myself if i cant be myself. i cant grow into who i am suppose to be for the fact that ( Read more... )

i think that i have found a special someone and i am beginning to see the light at the end of my tunnel. i am going to let thisride and see where it goes. i am going to be patient and see where God takes me with this person.

WHY CAN I NOT GET A DAMN BREAK. HE LETS DOES SOMETHING TO MY TIRE AND THEN HE GETS AWAY FREE AND FUCKING CLEAR WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT AM I NOT SAFE ANYMORE DO I HAVE TO WATCH MY FUCKING CAR ALL THE DAMN TIME I GUESS THE FUCK I FUCKING WELL HAVE TO DO THAT NOW SINCE HE HAS DONE THIS AND HE THINKS THAT HE HAS GOTTEN AWAY FROM IT. OH WELL ( Read more... )

i think that it is so funny that i have to be harrassed by the idiot that caused my wreck. its ok for him to come and make me feel like shit and i cant do a damn thing but just sit back and watch. and now he brings my sister in to his torment and danger. i wont to be able to go towork and be left alone i done come into his place and rub his face ( Read more... )

i try so hard to understand why these things happen to me i finially find something i want and i cant have it everything and everyone steps in my way to take it away. all i want is to be happy is that to much to ask for. i put my heart and soul into something and i get tounge fucked in the ass always. you why cant it be someone else and just for ( Read more... )

i havent felt this dumb in a while. how do i take this they guy that i liked so much and my "best friend" have the weirdest conversation tonight and now i have no fucking clue what to do. i was told that my other best friends dad died and now this aint life a bitch. luv it...... so if i want to keep gettinmg hurt then fine i am stupid to let it ( Read more... )

i have finally found a real true guy that likes me for me and no other reason. happy YES I am finally happy. i havent felt like this in a while and i am not sure how to react on the treatment that he gives me. i am beginning to like the feelongs that i am having and the way he feels around me. some may say there little girl is growing up and the ( Read more... )

they say one thing and mean the world to you then you fall madly in love with them and they have a secret. the shyness about them just drives on insane. what to do with them

i have to say it has been a while for me. the4 one that i am talking to is great. could i spend the rest of my life with him YES i could without a doubt. i can be me and not have to worry about rude comments or snide remarks. i hope that this is the best thing that has happens to me for a while.

how does one know that he or she is in love. is it when they walk into a room your belly flutters or is it when you see them walking down the hall and your knees quiver. or is one so happy that one can not stand it. maybe i have found that now one to make me quiver. its my time to be happy and for once i am taking a chance at doing so....... so for ( Read more... )