wishing i was dead!

[anicolebb]

title says enough, make the pain go away! make the surgury come faster, and paid for. tell me that everything will be okay and that i will be okay. tell me when life gets better or atleast dies the drama down. go away and come back. leave but dont say goodbye. lie but tell the truth with your eyes. i love you, you hate me. we both win and lose.

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[im_a_leaf]

okay I think I need a detailed update because I'm not sure what pain or surgery your talking about.

im hurting

[anicolebb]

i have endometrosis, it's like tissue that grows on the uterin wall or something of that sort...you should look it up. but it hurts like hell and i've had it for over nine months. it's what made me loose the "baby". but they want to have a surgery on me either an oblision or hysterctomy. pardon my spelling, i dont feel like corecting myself tonight. and im srry if i did write that blog about you, i cant remember, but feel i should aplogize for it anyway.