so mike came over last night at like 11:30 till after one, it was awesome, we talked alot. like more than we ever have before it was nice. but i think that it was sweet that he skated/walked all the way to my house. i think that it is the sweetest thing a guy has ever done just to see me. yea...we'll just say that. it was awesome and im gonna miss ( Read more... )

so this past thursday and friday i spent with my ex and kids...oh boy...man did not just want to take the nearest thing and start bashing myself in the head. i cant stand to be around my ex. he was trying to hang all over me and tell me how much he loves me and wants to get back together with me. the whole time im just thinking someone please shoot ( Read more... )

 yea so i have this guy on my mind. he is actually the guy that i had a one night stand with in lafayette. his name is chris, and he is really nice and funny. he tried to get me to dance with him, and eventually i did, or atleast tried too! lol. first guy to ever get me to dance in public. i had a fucking blast with him at the club that we went to ( Read more... )

 my weekend fucking rocked, although i missed the actual wedding, stupid mapquest, i did make it to the reception. it was great, no kids having fun talking to people who i havent seen in awhile. afterwards me and beca went back to lafayette and went clubbing. oh i had a one night stand. not something im proud of but it was okay...not going into ( Read more... )

 yea so my baby sister is going on monday to have her baby terminated. i guess that there was some kind of fluid around the baby that wasn't suppose to be there and they tried something to get rid of it, but it didnt go away. so long story short she has to terminate the baby because if she tried to carry it full term it would die anyway. she was ( Read more... )

 yea i dont even know what to say right now im kinda pissed off, i forgot that my life had so much to do with everyone else's!  you dont ever hang out with me so what's the difference if i just go? no one is going to miss me! i never said that it was a for sure thing. i have to see if i get the job first. i wouldnt even go if i had someone in my ( Read more... )

yep yep that's right im done with school and i am now Amanda Nicole Bancroft-Billings CPht...:P so there. i finished my test i think that i did really well on it, now i just have to find a job! 

sp this saturday im making about a five hundred mile trip around indy to go to a wedding, and come back home. how strange considering the wedding is only about 45 min.s from where i live. lol but oh well. so today nathan is picking me up and we are going somewhere, i dont remember and for all of you who want to know, NO WE ARENT GETTING BACK ( Read more... )

okay so i have $40 that i can either spend on a dress for next weekend but then i can't afford to make it to the wedding or, i can use the money as gas money and get beca and drop the kids off in cloverdale and maybe have enough gas to make it to the wedding but not back from the wedding, but i'd have to wear jeans and a tshirt and look totally ( Read more... )

today i spent it wiht nathan and the kids, it went okay. no bloodshed. no arguing. just okay, it was creepy though becasue he kept telling me how much he wanted me back and how much he missed me. but altogether creepy just being around him. i was letting him play with the kids for a couple of hours while i supervised the visit. creepy.