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[anidyke]

i feel like i need something to change in my life. which is odd cause i have already changed SOO much about it in the past couple of months. pretty much since i started T and ended things with andrea i think i have grown so so much. i got a car and started going food shopping and cooking healthy fresh food. i started T. i sorta work out, i was for

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[blue2u]

So, I don't think you need to change something in you're life. I think the important think to remember is that, YOU are changing...and growing. The things that once made you feel great and happy just do not suffice now. For example, the whole lifestyle of going out, partying, getting crazy...From what you've told me, and what I've seen-It's almost as if,it is a search for you- you continue you're desire of going out to find that happiness again, or to fill that spot in you're heart that used to exist, to fill that void. And you are no longer the person you used to be, you are growing up. (Not to mention you are completely changing you're idenity and gender.) Trust me, I've been having the same dilema for the past 2 years. You look at you're life, and you think you are fullfilling everything you want, everything you need, everything seems right on track, and you ask your self, what is it? what is it that I need right now, something HAS to be missing. But the truth is, nothing at all is missing. And I still get these moments of wanting

[anidyke]

shellie you never cease to amaze me. some how, you know exactly what to say. i think you know me alot better than i thought and i never really thought of it like that till now. i think your totally right about me searching for something. and i know your right that its me changing, and thats not necessarily a bad thing. i could use less nights out at clubs anyways. i think you should analyse me more often heh. its rather accurate. and sometimes, all you need is to to hear someone say it to you, for it to really sink in.

[nevitable_bliss]

Lemme know when you get the flyers done. I'll advertise @ Shampoo for ya. Sounds like a good deal you got going on. Take care.

[anidyke]

sweat deal!! that would rock. it prolly wont be for a couple weeks but ill let you know :) thanks danielle!

[intensity10]

Sounds like Shellie said everything that needed to be said. However, just wanted to let you know I have been going through the same shit as you. Sometimes becoming a homebody is a scary thing...but everytime I go out to a club im just kinda like ehhh...rather be doing something else than wasting my time here.

Anyways, what time and day is the party on???

[anidyke]

hey thanks man. the party is may27th...a friday (memorial day weekend) and its from 9:30pm-2:30am at the tpds club. www.tpds.com