we just get better at lying

[anightingale]

i suddenly feel that everything about my life should be rewritten. its as if what you've read, what i've shared, is all just a thin, minuscule veil of what my life is about. what i've told of it, the majority, has been that veil. what you know of it, what you've read, heard, or perhaps experienced is only that veil. its possible you added your own

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well hey.

[oneflychicken]

i can tell you i feel the same. i can go on and on about how i strategically put out those napkins and cereal bowls and wait. i do a lot of waiting. i'm impatient, too, which doesn't help. and i can marvel at your language and how connected i feel to you, but only in bits-because too much is too much and i don't allow for myself to feel that connected to anything anymore. and that's what i meant about being a girl or a leo, i put myself out and out and up and on and then at the end of the day... who is putting themselves up for me? no one is the answer

Re: well hey.

[anightingale]

well.... i want to share my life with people. i want to share my life and my love.

but you're right, there doesn't seem to be a lot of people whose hearts haven't dried up from something...

someone will come to me.
ive asked nicely.
i believe.

Re: well hey.

[oneflychicken]

you told me to write you a letter. but you gave me no address. so there's that. xx

[plumsplumsplums]

when people say, "i want to know your heart," there is an agenda.