It is not that I seek Death ( Read more... )

I seek the past by hoping it will find me ( Read more... )

Do not say, Don't be lonely ( Read more... )

as you travel on your cross country trip... a realization finds its way to me through various circumstances: it is one thing to understand someone, and yet another to care. the one or the other may both occur, but it is the caring that gives credence to any amount of understanding, more than understanding alone, without it, ever could. it is like ( Read more... )

im always looking for something. the search drives me, and in between life and obligations i find myself scanning the faces around me, the people that walk through the doors of the places i frequent, the friends and their circles for this thing that i hope is there somewhere. but i know, wherever i go, no matter who or what is there, new or old, i ( Read more... )

i think im going to somehow write down everything ive ever thought about you in one journal entry. as if its possible. all the anger that most often gets overpowered by love, which only means i spend quite a bit of time rationalizing your cruelty and neglect ( Read more... )

im making a life soundtrack ( Read more... )

the other night there were the sounds of flamenco ( Read more... )

im so tired i could cry.
seems the things i want are always so far away.

there was the drive to trax farm ( Read more... )