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The fundraiser
So my cousins and I have decided to raise some money to replace my grandmother's living room set. I just set up a gofundme.com site. Hopefully, it makes sense and people fund it. Here it is....
http://www.gofundme.com/3qu84s
share it, like it, help us help her please! -
Fanfic & 50 Shades
Ok, so I *finally* read the 50 Shades of Grey trilogy. Got an electronic copy and I must say that it was intense. It struck a few chords insofar as I could see some of myself in the main characters ( Read more... ) -
grrrr
I'm angry with myself for being in this situation (financially), for being alone all the damn time and for feeling so damn depressed and useless.
Just saying that brought up way more than I thought it would. Geez....gotta come back later -
eh...
So I'm going to attempt at making updates to my LJ. I have even considered using it as a therapeutic tool since I really need to talk to someone and I'm in a really not so great place in my head/heart right now. I'm just hoping to work through some of the mental/emotional stuff and maybe that will help other areas in my life ( Read more... ) -
pbbblt! :-p
my god people are fucking nuts! is everydamnbody a fucking nutcase? GEEEEEEEESZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZAMIGHTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
WTF! -
And we're taking it back to undergrad
I got this frantic phone call yestereday....haha ( Read more... ) -
lemme see if this works
I'm going to try to post via email because our web browsers are dinosaurs
at work. Let's see if this works! -
saturday, february 4th
It's been a long week. It's been much more of a struggle than anything else. I am horrible when I'm home---somehow I have to get a hold on that. Aiyana probably wishes she had a better mother. I have to figure out some way to get myself out of the hole I'm in. I have basically no quality of life....and I can't imagine my kid does either ( Read more... ) -
.......and now....
My girl deserves a better mommy. I am so underwater right now it makes no sense. If I knew I could fix things but just not being here anymore I would be all over that. Not sure what to do. There's not much of a market for 3 year olds in terms of giving her up. I'm fucking my kid up like I never wanted to because i'm just past my limit. Get it ( Read more... ) -
Daddy used to say...
My Daddy used to say, "say a prayer for me," when he'd leave for a trip or anytime that we'd talk and he was out on the road. Prayer was a mainstay for my dad. I miss him and would give almost anything if he'd still be here now. Today I had a bit of an epiphany as to why he said that. My dad knew that people didn't always have his best interests at ( Read more... )