succubusmartyr (9:11:37 PM): i hate guys.
succubusmartyr (9:11:45 PM): i think i'm going to be a lesbian now.
succubusmartyr (9:12:03 PM): maybe then, nathan would love me like he loves fucking anorexic cortney.
fightersama04 (9:12:18 PM): um
fightersama04 (9:12:25 PM): sorry?
succubusmartyr (9:12:35 PM): ... oh, it doesn't even matter.
succubusmartyr (9:12:42 PM): forget i said anything.
fightersama04 (9:12:50 PM): nah it's coo go on
fightersama04 (9:12:53 PM): i've got time ^^
succubusmartyr (9:13:08 PM): i thought this was all over.
succubusmartyr (9:13:37 PM): but, i was trying to find out the exact time we started dating (i was just interested) and i knew i could find out in his email.
succubusmartyr (9:13:53 PM): but i see on his email that he has a new livejournal that i was never told about
succubusmartyr (9:14:03 PM): so i sign onto that and find an icon of cortney.
succubusmartyr (9:14:24 PM): it's stupid, but it's annoying that he always uses icons of cortney, when he's never once used icons of me
succubusmartyr (9:14:28 PM): must because i'm fucking ugly
succubusmartyr (9:14:29 PM): oh well
succubusmartyr (9:14:31 PM): whatever
succubusmartyr (9:14:43 PM): and so, i also see that he's talking to cortney on myspace
succubusmartyr (9:14:57 PM): so i sign on, i guess because i felt like making myself feel like shit.
succubusmartyr (9:15:10 PM): and he's sending her messages about how beautiful and awesome she is
succubusmartyr (9:15:15 PM): and then i see on her journal
succubusmartyr (9:15:20 PM): that she's not a fucking lesbian anymore!
succubusmartyr (9:15:24 PM): she has a fucking boyfriend!
succubusmartyr (9:15:32 PM): so i'm so fucking close to ending this now
succubusmartyr (9:15:42 PM): the fucking asshole said he didn't like her
succubusmartyr (9:15:44 PM): ughughugh
succubusmartyr (9:15:57 PM): i should have never even gone onto his email.
succubusmartyr (9:16:00 PM): ... and i'm done now
succubusmartyr (9:16:03 PM): i'm an idiot, i know