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so last night i talk to galina. it was really nice and we worked some stuff out i think. either way i feel a lot better about her. i got off the phone with her at 1 in the morning ( Read more... )

annika called me this evening. that made me really happy. i thought she had tossed me away like an old poo bear. anywho, i might be coming back to california in a couple months. i have a lot of unfinished business that i need to take care of. more than any one person really knows about. i looked in the mirror the other night and i didnt see what i ( Read more... )

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Everyone wants to eat steak. No one wants to love the butcher. the greeks said that sex was just a search for immortality ( Read more... )

rachel told me one time to not be that typical jealous boyfriend that nobody likes. i wasnt but i had the potential. now i feel like that typical ex boyfriend. i think of that fag with his hand on galinas leg when he is driving and it makes me really fucking mad. i just worked out for like an hour and half and then came back to my room and ( Read more... )

i just woke up from a dream i had about having sex with kristen and i realized that when you are having sex and your face is like two inches from that persons body with thier legs and mouth open the whole time and then they stand up and have thier back to you and everything is closed, its like looking at a sword unsheathed and sheathed.

almost crashed on the drive home. it was snowing like a mofo. and the driver was knocking down some Colt 45 ( Read more... )