extemporaneous

[animachiara]

I never know what is going to pour from my fingers when I sit down and type in here. Planning is useless, I can never follow through with plans. Recently, as in 'a few days ago', i had a day in which i came to a good number of reflections that would have made good food for thought - I made a mental note to myself to store them in my memory to jot

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[mathsounds]

"I think it's that I know he values me, but seeing him with other people he values makes me feel insecure about my place of value. Does that make sense? I always get this way with the people I care about. I am inherently a possessive person over the people I care about."

Erg, I totally know what you mean here! I think this is a universal human quality. It's annoying, because you really want the people you value to be happy, have lots of friends, etc, but it's still easy for it to feel like you're getting less of a friend when he/she gives more of him/herself to someone else. I think there are times where this is actually the case, since we do only have limited time and emotional energy to invest in the people around us, but sometimes the feeling gets a little overzealous and creeps up unnecessarily.

[jayinjapan]

Hi Chiara! This is Jay. I hope you got my e-mail that I sent a few minutes ago! This journal that I'm logged onto is a new one tracking my adventures during my year in Japan, so please add me if you'd like to read about my time here!

It's good to see that you're updating again, and I hope to write a nice, personal response soon. =)

All my best,
To one of my favorite people ever,
Jay