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hmmm...the past 3 days have been pretty decent. not that anything great or different has happened, i just haven't felt like my world is crashing down. i was at Starbucks again last night writing and...i don't if its a sign that i'm starting to feel better, or if someone was just smoking a fatty near me...but out of no where, this poem just came ( Read more... )

yesterday wasn't so bad. this emotional roller coaster is gonna kill me, but i guess i shouldn't complain. we took Adrian to Shabu Shabu at the Block and got some sushi *drool*. then we went to Dave and Busters and i saw all kinds of people there. Vic, Wes, Wayne, and those ballers. and i saw my ex's friends: Wes, Julia, Evan, Eric, and Danny ( Read more... )

so if last night was the best i've felt all week, today was definately the worse i've felt. i think that after 3 weeks, its finally starting to sink in. i couldn't get out of bed, i was pretty much a fetus all day. i can't help but frown...i don't want to, but i can't control it. i feel myself spiraling down again. its hard to keep food down ( Read more... )

thanks to erincita and a few other friends, i have become another victim of Friendster. sign up and you can add me to your friends list (under email...arden_version2@hotmail.com).

the past 3 1/2 days have been pretty rough...the hardest so far. but i am starting to feel better. maybe cuz i started listening to some Blink again, instead of Boyz II Men and all that other sad stuff. but it is strange how something like this can change the meaning of a song. "Dammit" used to make me all hyped. listening to the lyrics now, ( Read more... )

ok, so i lied. 1 more miserable post before i crawl up into a ball and hibernate in my closet for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

- after my interview, my old manager who happens to be a regional manager for Cal Bank & Trust called me saying how much the manager that interviewed wanted me to work there so bad. She said to go for it if they'll pay me what i want. so we'll see if they'll take my offer ( Read more... )

this one was at California Bank and Trust...the one i wanted to work for. i tore that interview up, definately my best yet. only thing is I don't like the positions that are available. so i don't think i'll be working there anytime soon...maybe 20 years from now. That sales position at AIU isn't looking so bad anymore. i starting to run out of

drowning your sorrows may be great fun at the time, but you still pay for it in the morning ( Read more... )