Name: Breyzy
【 About Yourself... 】
Please describe your personality: Gah, I hate having to describe it! O_O; Let's see: I'm very determined and stubborn. Once I set my mind to a goal, I don't stop until I finish it. I like helping people out for the most part, but I don't like feeling like I'm being taken advantage of. I'm also very independent, which I think can be both a good and a bad thing since it means I don't rely on others, even if I might need to. I'm told I'm funny, but my humor falls more in the "sarcastic" category so I'm sure there are others who disagree. I can get jealous easily and I don't trust people very readily. Even the people I'm closest to I don't trust fully. It takes a lot to get me mad, but once I've reached a "boiling point" I tend to get REALLY angry and I find it really hard to forgive someone who has made me mad. I also have this tendency to keep my inner thoughts and feelings inside without voicing them.
I took
this test recently and got
Chaotic Good as my Alignment, which I've gotten before on other tests and it seems fairly accurate! Horoscope-wise, I'm a Libra but I'm not entirely sure how relevant that is to my personality (parts of it *really* don't fit, but I thought I'd mention it in case for some reason you do find it helpful for voting O_O;). ♥
When I took the Enneagram Test, I got
Type 8: The Challenger...which, for the most part, is a pretty good fit for me! Just some info from that link: Type 8 is known as the Powerful, Dominating Type: Self-Confident, Decisive, Willful, and Confrontational. Eights are self-confident, strong, and assertive. Protective, resourceful, straight-talking, and decisive, but can also be ego-centric and domineering. Eights feel they must control their environment, especially people, sometimes becoming confrontational and intimidating. Eights typically have problems with their tempers and with allowing themselves to be vulnerable. At their Best: self- mastering, they use their strength to improve others' lives, becoming heroic, magnanimous, and inspiring. Their Basic Fear is of being harmed or controlled by others and their Basic Desire is to protect themselves (to be in control of their own life and destiny). The Challengers want to be self-reliant, to prove their strength and resist weakness, to be important in their world, to dominate the environment, and to stay in control of their situation. ...Uh, pretty much most of what that link says is pretty accurate though. XD
...And, I just recently took
this test, which was also pretty accurate to a degree if you need more of those types of things, lolz:
You are a family oriented person, and you are a good friend. You are selective about who you call "friend", however - not every acquaintance makes the cut. You like to spend regular time with the people whom you are close to, but you need time to yourself, too. If you are left too long without seeing your friends and family, you wilt, and if you see too MUCH of them, you become tired and irritable.
You are a sensitive and caring person, and you are very considerate of your friends' feelings. You are easily hurt, however, and people often hurt you accidentally with off-hand comments. You dislike confrontation, and your friends often do not realize that they have accidentally hurt you. You keep your emotions bottled up, rarely showing anger, or sadness. You don't want people to know how very sensitive you are, so you hide it under a tough, calm exterior.
Positive traits: Determined/Hard-Working, curious, independent, helpful/loyal (to those I can respect and/or care for, at any rate), humorous ...well, depends on who you talk to. O_O;
Negative traits: Untrusting, jealous, unforgiving, indecisive, independent (I consider this both a positive and negative trait of mine. It's positive in that I can handle things on my own and I look out for myself...it's negative because I feel like relying on others is a weakness, even in cases when it's obvious I need to {like when I'm stressed out for taking too much on myself}. I won't ask for help even when I need it because I rely too much on myself and not enough on others. I'm working on that too though).
Please list some of your dislikes: Mean/rude people, when people get into my personal space (I HAVE A PERSONAL SPACE BUBBLE, I DO!), and when people always make assumptions about things without actually knowing anything about them.
What is the first impression that you give others?: I've been told that I'm kind of intimidating from a first impression perspective as I'm not the warmest person when I'm first meeting someone...one of my friends actually once told me that I'm an example of why it isn't good to judge someone based off of a first impression and I'm still not sure if that was a compliment or not, hehe. O_O; Once I get more comfortable with someone that impression goes away pretty fast though.
How are you described by those who know you?: Let's see..."persistent, humorous, dependable, friendly, hard-working, intelligent, loyal." ...LIARS. I tend to be told that I'm funny and generally nice once people get to know me more.
【 Are you more... 】
A realist, an idealist, an optimist or a pessimist: Realistic, I would say. I don't think the world is made of puppies and rainbows, but I don't think it is out to get you either. Everything is just...what it is to me.
Cautious or Impulsive: It depends on what I might want. I am way more likely to be impulsive and jump into something without thinking *if* I'm already excited about it, but if it isn't something that I'm all that interested in I take a few more moments and try to approach it cautiously.
Calm or Hyper: Haha, I'm about to not be very helpful, but it honestly depends on the situation! If I'm at work or doing something that really requires my focus, then I'm extremely calm...but, if it is something I'm excited about, I can get pretty hyper (also, it depends on my caffeine intake! O_O;).
Trusting or Cynical: Very cynical. I'm really bad at trusting others, unfortunately. :/
Leader or Follower: I prefer to follow, honestly...but, I usually get stuck with leadership positions. Still, I'd rather lead than follow if no one else is going to! I have to really respect someone if they're going to try and lead me, lolz. If I think an individual besides myself can handle the leadership job well, I'm all for offering my support instead.
Introverted or Extroverted: I'm shy for about ten minutes when I'm first meeting someone, but I can't stay that way for long! I find silence really uncomfortable and unnerving, so I will always try to start conversations to fill the void, hehe. :D I'm sort of more reserved when it comes to "deep" things, like inner-thoughts/feelings. I tend to keep those to myself unless I feel really comfortable with the person I'm talking to. So...extroverted about superficial stuff? XD
Independent or Dependent: Independent for the most part. I don't like having to rely on others.
Persistent or Laid-Back: In general, I'm persistent! If I want something, I don't really stop until I accomplish that goal. ...However, if it is something I'm maybe not 100%-invested in, I can be pretty laid-back regarding it. I'll still work for it, but I probably won't put as much effort into it overall.
Confident or Modest: Outwardly confident, inwardly horribly insecure/doubtful. Despite how I may appear really driven and confident on the outside, most of the time on the inside I am full of doubts and fear. Like I've mentioned before, I just don't like vocalizing that kind of stuff unless I'm around someone I can really trust.
【 General Questions... 】
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? My inability to ask others for help. I feel like relying on others is a weakness, even in cases when it's obvious I need to (like when I'm stressed out for taking too much on myself). I'm really *trying* to work on that though!
Do you enjoy conflict or do you seek to end it as soon as you can? Depends on the conflict and my thoughts on it (or even my emotional investment in it). I actually like a fun challenge, so if I think of something as just a good-natured debate I'll actually find it kind of entertaining: I like seeing other people's POVs even if I don't agree with them, so as long as they're respectful of my opinions I'm willing to hear them out too. I like debating about stuff and I'll talk your ears off if you let me! But conflict that's just started intentionally to belittle others actually really annoys me and I'll try to end it as quickly as possible! You can always tell when I'm *really* mad in a conflict because I just won't talk...AT ALL, lolz. That's actually really abnormal for me in conflicts, so it is kind of my sign that I just want it to end.
Someone just cut in front of you in the store, when you've already been waiting for quite some time. How do you react? Haha, I've actually done that whole "Oh, no...you didn't!" thing in situations like this before (gah, that's embarrassing to admit! O_O;). I definitely say something or let it be known by my body language that I'm annoyed, but if they don't move I'm not going to start a big fight over it. Yeah, stuff like that is annoying, but I'll survive having to wait another couple minutes. XD
Imagine yourself fighting in order to save the world, or to put an end to it depending on your ideals. What motivates you to fight? Would it be for the sake of the world, just because you felt like helping out, for a specific desire, for yourself? Hnn...maybe a little bit all of the above? I'm a part of the world, so if I help out I'm kind of helping myself in a roundabout way anyways. If there was something I could actually do, I'd do it because...well, I wouldn't be able to think of a valid reason not to, if that makes sense!
Speaking of fighting, would you play the offensive, defensive or supportive role? Offensive, probably! I could see myself coming up with some awesome defensive or supportive strategy and then just abandon it about 10 seconds into a fight because my "ZOMG, I'M IN A FIGHT!" instincts take over. I'm just not patient enough sometimes, lolz. XD
You've come across a powerful enemy, but are already aware you won't acquire anything tangible by beating it. Do you fight it anyway? Uh, no...not unless I'd have a good reason to (like if they were blocking my only way out of a tunnel or something).
【 Optional 】
Are there any characters you would prefer not to be voted as? Nope! This is one of my favorite shoujo series but...lolz, the characters are kind of out there so I'm really just curious to see who I get. O_O Thank you for taking the time to vote! ♥
Please list 5 recent applications you have voted on: (Do NOT recycle the links)
1 2 3 4 5~One of those was already stamped, but I'll be sure to vote on the next unstamped application that comes out! ♥