hmmmm ( Read more... )

hes dead =(

im completely incapable of maintaing anger when the alcohol is gone.

for some reason that annoys me slightly, but then again anger isnt necessarily something good to hang on to.

look how great i am posting so many times in one day ( Read more... )

waste of time
waste of time
fucking
motherfucking
waste of time

so many bloodtains to clean up.
so much parental bitching about a shattered window, who cares if i put my head through it ha.

and some people.....are dissappointing me.

cuz i remember why i got angry.

oh yeah i forgot some stuff ( Read more... )

last night was alot of fun, despite my cleaning today ha ( Read more... )

i dont have shit to say today, so im just gonna put this here ( Read more... )

i finally got to talk to bridget tonight.

now i feel alot better and alot less anxious.

just gotta wait, but everything is cool.

im happy again, fuck yeah.

i kinda miss my delusions, they could be alot of fun, though i dont miss how they strained friendships, killed jobs and relationships, but damn its fun believing if only for a few days that you are the second coming of christ. believing your neighbors are aliens and that there are worms in your brains ( Read more... )

today i woke up ( Read more... )