The world I came into.
I was reminded about a thing or two. Back when I started otome games and drama CDs, the lot that came with it. The different works that I came across by wonderful seiyuu(s) or scenario writers, people in the development team...
This is a world that I can escape into. Or to. w (my grammar's really weird at this point)
Somewhere that I could feel like a different person or even needed (in a different sense, like experiencing love and all /////). Because, you are that heroine of that story. You make the choices and get it going.
When Dori-chan (bakeneko9) introduced me to mainstream otome games, I was really excited!! Again, it was like novelty for me to be falling in love with guys and mainstream ones HAD VOICES with them!!! (fans self)
At that time, Oofuri started broadcasting and I really LIKE Nakamura Yuuichi-san's voice ///W/// So when Dori-chan recommended me to this game, I was, REIMEIIII >W< (Shirou is a playboy and I don't like that -w-)
FUTARI TOMO CHOU KAKKOII (ノ≧∇≦） (But I still like Reimei better but route-wise, Shirou's had much more impact ^^;;)
It's also twins to add orz I have a twin imouto so www
The fact that it was voiced (Japanese language learning progress; check!) and the protagonist/heroine was adorable and pin-pin sort of dependable person, I really want to be that kind of person. ww
Anyways, a thing or two reminded me of what led me here. It's like Alice stepping into Wonderland. One was that I'm having a hard time at school, being friendless and everything else. These games were what gave me a place to escape to. To be someone else. It also reminded me some values but that's for next time. Being in this interest of otome games and the related stuff like drama CDs, seiyuus, I'm led to a place where I meet other people and able to share the feeling of liking something which I absolutely lacked when I grew up.
The many kind words or words of encouragement that I found from it were so many that I cried listening to them. There was even a point that I felt one album that I was listening to, was so wonderfully kind that I thought, 'Is the way I am now, enough?' Am I good enough to listen to their music or even all the people that made this music together?
いろいろ体験したの、あの頃から。
Right now, my present self is still not accustomed to being around with people my own age. There were many people who were ahead of me when I was growing up (age-wise) and not much kids that share the same age with me (so, similarities in interests also kinda died there w). I'm more used to being with adults but I'll ask for your favour to be under your good care. My tendency to over-think things, that sometimes, aren't for me to feel or know, when it's someone else's, happens a lot.
So I feel a little ashamed that I'm not keeping up with the otome world. But it seems like I am being half-hearted about it.
I'll still try to look for my best course. My own best. My life isn't all otome fandom but I still love my many interests anyway.
Sorry for the long entry but just felt like writing about it today.
This is a world that I can escape into. Or to. w (my grammar's really weird at this point)
Somewhere that I could feel like a different person or even needed (in a different sense, like experiencing love and all /////). Because, you are that heroine of that story. You make the choices and get it going.
When Dori-chan (bakeneko9) introduced me to mainstream otome games, I was really excited!! Again, it was like novelty for me to be falling in love with guys and mainstream ones HAD VOICES with them!!! (fans self)
At that time, Oofuri started broadcasting and I really LIKE Nakamura Yuuichi-san's voice ///W/// So when Dori-chan recommended me to this game, I was, REIMEIIII >W< (Shirou is a playboy and I don't like that -w-)
FUTARI TOMO CHOU KAKKOII (ノ≧∇≦） (But I still like Reimei better but route-wise, Shirou's had much more impact ^^;;)
It's also twins to add orz I have a twin imouto so www
The fact that it was voiced (Japanese language learning progress; check!) and the protagonist/heroine was adorable and pin-pin sort of dependable person, I really want to be that kind of person. ww
Anyways, a thing or two reminded me of what led me here. It's like Alice stepping into Wonderland. One was that I'm having a hard time at school, being friendless and everything else. These games were what gave me a place to escape to. To be someone else. It also reminded me some values but that's for next time. Being in this interest of otome games and the related stuff like drama CDs, seiyuus, I'm led to a place where I meet other people and able to share the feeling of liking something which I absolutely lacked when I grew up.
The many kind words or words of encouragement that I found from it were so many that I cried listening to them. There was even a point that I felt one album that I was listening to, was so wonderfully kind that I thought, 'Is the way I am now, enough?' Am I good enough to listen to their music or even all the people that made this music together?
いろいろ体験したの、あの頃から。
Right now, my present self is still not accustomed to being around with people my own age. There were many people who were ahead of me when I was growing up (age-wise) and not much kids that share the same age with me (so, similarities in interests also kinda died there w). I'm more used to being with adults but I'll ask for your favour to be under your good care. My tendency to over-think things, that sometimes, aren't for me to feel or know, when it's someone else's, happens a lot.
So I feel a little ashamed that I'm not keeping up with the otome world. But it seems like I am being half-hearted about it.
I'll still try to look for my best course. My own best. My life isn't all otome fandom but I still love my many interests anyway.
Sorry for the long entry but just felt like writing about it today.