I hung out with that special someone yesterday, and you know what!? It was the best freaking night I've had in a long time. After seeing him again my feelings for that other boy are just about gone. I'm sooooo happy. We got to hang out forever last night. *sighs* I wish he was here right now. *sad* Geez I hate long distance. But I can't wait until ( Read more... )

I talked to Tyler on the phone today first instead of just AIM. Talking on the phone with him made me realize how much I can't wait to see him and how much I seem to be falling for him. It seems as though just talking on AIM doesn't have the same impact as a phone converstaion and most would probably agree with me. All of a sudden I have the great ( Read more... )

Why can't I stop thinking about him, Why does it hurt so much. Why can't I block him out. What is the world coming to? Why hasn't my heart healed yet. Did he really have that big of an impact on me? Will I ever stop having feelings for him. When will I be ready for a new relationship? This new man in my life, am I ready to love him yet? Can he help ( Read more... )

Ok so tonight was my bowling party. It was soooo much fun. We had a total of ten people show up and everyone was so freaking hyper. Lol. Let's see those that showed were: Lauren, Tyler, Bunny, Ben, Joe, Calli, Courtney, Paige, and Mandy. I was bouncing off the walls like usual as well, and I hadn't had any caffine all day! Lmao. We bowled, and took ( Read more... )

Party Tonight! Whoo!

Fall play = AMAZING!

If you didn't go see it tonight you should go tomorrow night. It was extremely funny and a great time is promised!

To the cast and crew: You guys put on such a great show! I haven't laughed so hard in quite a while. Magnificent!

What a dreary day, who would have thought the weather would match my mood. I'm still a little dismal and depressed, didn't sleep much last night which is to be expected, I think I got three hours, all I know is that I didn't fall alseep until somewhere between three and four in the morning, and that was after laying in bed since midnight. I may ( Read more... )

The announcement, I'm officially single again, a bit heart broken but I've done a finished my crying. I will always love Dakota, he will always be my best friend and who knows, maybe we will get back together in the future. That little bit of hope I'm holding on to ( Read more... )

Stress and depression sucks...big time...

Yeah that's all I did today, homework...bleh. Ah well, communications and illustrator tomorrow. Shouldn't be too bad of a day, and I've got my three hour break between classes. Gotta make sure to call the bowling alley tomorrow to reserve the lanes for Saturday and I can't wait for Friday, dinner and then the fall play should be great. Can't wait ( Read more... )