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So by any chance did anyone miss me? Geeze I just realized that I havent updated this thing in 3 months...
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Sheesh! Everyone probably gave up on me. Anyway this will be a long...LONG update consdiering my absence.
Read on under the link
School has turned into a hellhole. Our new Principal, Ms. Valdez, wants to change our mascot because of several complaints from STUPID parents. We are no longer going to be Piper Bengals, but the Piper Dolphins -_-;;
What kind of bullshit is the Piper dolphins? I mean seriously. Other schools Like Terravella, and Plantation have the Trojan and the Cobras...Are those arent a so-called violent thing? In the Trojans case they are named after a fuckin' condom and no one finds it INNAPROPRIATE? ARGHHHHHH...I swear people have been pissing me off more often then usual.
So yeah other then my school being the way it is, I had to switch my physics class, GET THIS my previous teacher was fired because she was only in school, actually TEACHING for 2 full weeks of this semester. So my class is behind of everyone else. Like I said before BULLSHIT. haha
Plus to add onto all these fucking changes in my life, I might be moving back up to New Jersey. I really want to go back there but the thing is I guess I'm too attatched to Florida, and certain people. Like for example this one guy I REALLY REALLY love...Rafael...
He's sweet, funny, and he knows the best way to cheer me up. =]
I've known him for a while but I never thought that we'd be any more then just friends, you know. I guess it was just bound to happen one of these days you know. This is the weird thing that happened these 3 to 4 months. Raf and I were together for 4 months...He really cared for me, I mean he really did...but he still has ties with his ex. Not in the cheating sort of way but how she broke his heart. I knew her, and I never thought that she would do any of this to him. So he kept thinking that everytime we were together, that he'd be too attatched...like how he was before...and he was afraid that when that happens and when he graduates in May and goes off to the army...he thinks that I may not wait for him and he might be missing me too much.
So he says to me
"Dana I still care for you...but if you get too attached...it will just end up in heartbreak for both of us"
Since then I've seen him day after day and I think to myself...maybe one day we'll truly be together. But lately I've been doubting even that. When I flirt with other guys, he's jealous and it churns my insides, when any other guy touches me, he wants to go kick their ass... Hes a big pile of jealously...
A couple weeks ago We had these elective booths set up near the gym, and I ran the art classes booth. So I got to see Raf during lunchtime. I was kidding around with my friends Christian, janice, and Richard when Richard decided to go too far...
He grabs my ass outta nowhere...and I lost it...
I'm like
"WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? ASSHOLE! DONT YOU DARE TOUCH ME LIKE THAT AGAIN!"
and Richards friend which I didnt know too well was still messing around, and he didnt think I was being serious and he says
"Touch you like this you mean?..." and he grabs my tit outta nowhere. I pulled his hand away and punched him straight in the nose. Thank GOD! I didnt get in serious trouble for that... =/
and I was pissed off the rest of the day, Raf tries to confront me after that, and he tries to ask me what was wrong and what Richard did. I told him and pushed him away. What a big mistake that was...
So he asks me on the phone a day later
"so did Richard try to say anything to you today"
"no why? I'm not taking to him anymore"
"good, well it was nothing but during lunch I told him to fucking stay away from you and if he pulled that shit again I would kill him, both me and Ant."
I was shocked...I mean it was really none of his buisness...why couldnt he just leave that alone...and when he said that something in me cried...
I still loved him even after we've been done with...
And considering he hasnt been trying to go after other girls...just makes me even more happy and sad...
what a confusing amount of drama I get myself into
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Sheesh! Everyone probably gave up on me. Anyway this will be a long...LONG update consdiering my absence.
Read on under the link
School has turned into a hellhole. Our new Principal, Ms. Valdez, wants to change our mascot because of several complaints from STUPID parents. We are no longer going to be Piper Bengals, but the Piper Dolphins -_-;;
What kind of bullshit is the Piper dolphins? I mean seriously. Other schools Like Terravella, and Plantation have the Trojan and the Cobras...Are those arent a so-called violent thing? In the Trojans case they are named after a fuckin' condom and no one finds it INNAPROPRIATE? ARGHHHHHH...I swear people have been pissing me off more often then usual.
So yeah other then my school being the way it is, I had to switch my physics class, GET THIS my previous teacher was fired because she was only in school, actually TEACHING for 2 full weeks of this semester. So my class is behind of everyone else. Like I said before BULLSHIT. haha
Plus to add onto all these fucking changes in my life, I might be moving back up to New Jersey. I really want to go back there but the thing is I guess I'm too attatched to Florida, and certain people. Like for example this one guy I REALLY REALLY love...Rafael...
He's sweet, funny, and he knows the best way to cheer me up. =]
I've known him for a while but I never thought that we'd be any more then just friends, you know. I guess it was just bound to happen one of these days you know. This is the weird thing that happened these 3 to 4 months. Raf and I were together for 4 months...He really cared for me, I mean he really did...but he still has ties with his ex. Not in the cheating sort of way but how she broke his heart. I knew her, and I never thought that she would do any of this to him. So he kept thinking that everytime we were together, that he'd be too attatched...like how he was before...and he was afraid that when that happens and when he graduates in May and goes off to the army...he thinks that I may not wait for him and he might be missing me too much.
So he says to me
"Dana I still care for you...but if you get too attached...it will just end up in heartbreak for both of us"
Since then I've seen him day after day and I think to myself...maybe one day we'll truly be together. But lately I've been doubting even that. When I flirt with other guys, he's jealous and it churns my insides, when any other guy touches me, he wants to go kick their ass... Hes a big pile of jealously...
A couple weeks ago We had these elective booths set up near the gym, and I ran the art classes booth. So I got to see Raf during lunchtime. I was kidding around with my friends Christian, janice, and Richard when Richard decided to go too far...
He grabs my ass outta nowhere...and I lost it...
I'm like
"WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? ASSHOLE! DONT YOU DARE TOUCH ME LIKE THAT AGAIN!"
and Richards friend which I didnt know too well was still messing around, and he didnt think I was being serious and he says
"Touch you like this you mean?..." and he grabs my tit outta nowhere. I pulled his hand away and punched him straight in the nose. Thank GOD! I didnt get in serious trouble for that... =/
and I was pissed off the rest of the day, Raf tries to confront me after that, and he tries to ask me what was wrong and what Richard did. I told him and pushed him away. What a big mistake that was...
So he asks me on the phone a day later
"so did Richard try to say anything to you today"
"no why? I'm not taking to him anymore"
"good, well it was nothing but during lunch I told him to fucking stay away from you and if he pulled that shit again I would kill him, both me and Ant."
I was shocked...I mean it was really none of his buisness...why couldnt he just leave that alone...and when he said that something in me cried...
I still loved him even after we've been done with...
And considering he hasnt been trying to go after other girls...just makes me even more happy and sad...
what a confusing amount of drama I get myself into