Fretting....
I only wish I was doing some guitar trick which I think is called fretting rather than being a nervous little fidgety person who is worrying and feeling awkward. Not to mention who is also trying to warm up from the sudden onslaught of winter that decided to show up well technically yesterday but you get the idea.
I only had one date with this guy from work and it went okay. I just didn't feel like there was much chemistry happening and I was so yammery I just I don't know. And suddenly both a friend of mine and a co-worker who is a very sweet awesome guy were suggesting various double dates and I was only thinking eeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk I don't even know god. I just feel so damn awkward right now. I am also getting teased a bit and while I know it's in good fun I just feel fucking awkward.
Work was slow and I forgot to double check the time I was coming in today. I also don't like winter much the basement gets way too damn warm in my house while I'm awake it's comfortable but when I'm trying to sleep I end up tossing and turning a lot. I'm probably going to call in and see when I work tomorrow to remedy me forgetting to double check my hours for tomorrow since I either work at eight or ten as my scheduling is usually like that. I was also very fucking tired at work at one point which is damn strange for me and while I made it I just feel drained right now.
As for positives today since I usually at least try to lighten things up a bit when I'm in a cranky mood like this. I went to Lush and bought a few things and there's a piece of Black Forest fudge with my name on it from the Rocky Mountain Chocolate factory as well as some of the yummy caramel corn with almonds and a few other nuts I think (poppycock basically) to split with my little brother and a friend of mine. The Bubblegum lipscrub by Lush is tasty and smells like a few of their other products which I like. I have more music to listen to again and Second Cups apple cider is nice. And my dad picked up superstores decent eggnog which I'm contemplating having a cuppa adding a shot of either Jagermeister or cherry brandy, that or seeing what else is in the liquor cabinet. Amaretto wouldn't be bad either. I am in shock about forgetting my DS though at home since i usually keep that in my purse since I usually end up waiting a few places and like having something to do while I wait.
Which yeah I know compared to some people my day was probably a fucking breeze I just feel cranky compared to how I usually am and it was just a generally weird day.
I only had one date with this guy from work and it went okay. I just didn't feel like there was much chemistry happening and I was so yammery I just I don't know. And suddenly both a friend of mine and a co-worker who is a very sweet awesome guy were suggesting various double dates and I was only thinking eeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk I don't even know god. I just feel so damn awkward right now. I am also getting teased a bit and while I know it's in good fun I just feel fucking awkward.
Work was slow and I forgot to double check the time I was coming in today. I also don't like winter much the basement gets way too damn warm in my house while I'm awake it's comfortable but when I'm trying to sleep I end up tossing and turning a lot. I'm probably going to call in and see when I work tomorrow to remedy me forgetting to double check my hours for tomorrow since I either work at eight or ten as my scheduling is usually like that. I was also very fucking tired at work at one point which is damn strange for me and while I made it I just feel drained right now.
As for positives today since I usually at least try to lighten things up a bit when I'm in a cranky mood like this. I went to Lush and bought a few things and there's a piece of Black Forest fudge with my name on it from the Rocky Mountain Chocolate factory as well as some of the yummy caramel corn with almonds and a few other nuts I think (poppycock basically) to split with my little brother and a friend of mine. The Bubblegum lipscrub by Lush is tasty and smells like a few of their other products which I like. I have more music to listen to again and Second Cups apple cider is nice. And my dad picked up superstores decent eggnog which I'm contemplating having a cuppa adding a shot of either Jagermeister or cherry brandy, that or seeing what else is in the liquor cabinet. Amaretto wouldn't be bad either. I am in shock about forgetting my DS though at home since i usually keep that in my purse since I usually end up waiting a few places and like having something to do while I wait.
Which yeah I know compared to some people my day was probably a fucking breeze I just feel cranky compared to how I usually am and it was just a generally weird day.