Now that I have revived the once mummified lj I must think of what sort of new layout I want for it ( Read more... )

Wow I thought my lj would have been deleted after being dormant for so long. Who'da thunk it.

Maybe I'll employ it again.

So recently Erin added me as a friend on myspace. I thought it was kinda odd, I figured she hated me along with....Lar. (feel uneasy mentioning her again ( Read more... )

I finally got paid for being an RA. $170. Rather nice being a consumer again lol ( Read more... )

I'll show no mercy to your skin so white ( Read more... )

I saw a bulletin on myspace from erin that Lar's myspace got deleted. I found it a little amusing, but at the same time that prolly sucks some savage ass. She had a Lot of work done to her page. Any way I've had my first class of the term and it was actually rather fun. Basic Web design. It's at 8am on monday morning though...bleh. I hate mornings ( Read more... )

I need to figure out what the fuck is going on in me. I destroyed what could have been a great friendship because I couldn't control myself and I kept freaking out. But how do you let go of all those feelings? I know the feelings between me and Lar are dead, I fucking burried them myself. I like her still, not like I used to admitedly, but I can't ( Read more... )

Normally I'm not one to post lyrics at random, but as I was browsing purevolume I noted the lyrics of a certain song. The band wasn't that great, but the song was almost too specific. The lyrics brought negative thoughts to me for the first time sense I got wired ( Read more... )

The moment I wake up this morning I got that familiar nausea that comes from stress. I'm not too sure why this time. I'm not really bothered a whole lot by much right now. Maybe Phil got me sick ( Read more... )

So here I am again choosing to write down my thoughts on some site. I've decided I don't really feel like putting this on myspace. (Been a bit neurotic about that site lately). Lar and I broke up recently, I don't feel like writing out what happened or the details. I've dragged it on enough. I do find in the absense of my strong relationship with ( Read more... )