hey

[ankhchick667]

well... some things have happened that have left me.... i dont know. insecure, numb i guess you could say. i really feel like i feel nothing. i dont feel my heart beating anymore. i cant tell if i am even alive or not. it kinda feels like i am in a bad dream and i know that i will never wake up from it. jamie and i got back together, on the 27th of

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hey

[gothic_kitty06]

just wanted to say hey since i havent been on in forever. i hope everything works out for the best. i hate that u had to go through your bf cheating on u . i know thats gotta be one of the worst feelings in the world. i am so sorry. i hope things get better for u. love ya, heather!!!

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[ankhchick667]

thanks for keeping in touch heather. :). it has been a long time... i hope you are doing well. you know i have a baby right? i didnt know if you knew... yeah. its not the worst feeling in the world, but it hurts alot. its close...ill get over it. take care

Re: what?!?!

[gothic_kitty06]

no i didnt know. i remember u sayin in one of ur entries that jamie had to take care of someone one night. but i didnt ask. have u already had it or are u preg. nice to hear from u. congrats ir u are happy about it. if ur not happy about it i am sorry. just please.... dont have an abortion!!!!!!!!! love ya lots. heather michelle

Re: what?!?!

[ankhchick667]

i have already had the baby. she will be 2 months on jan.10th. lol. i am not having an abortion cause there is nothing there to abort anymore. her name is lilliana aurelia simmons. she took jamies last name. he is the daddy. who else would be???lol, kidding. but he is really. we call her lilly. i was talking about him cheating on me was a bad feeling, not having a child.... i love lilly to death silly.:) when i get the chance ill put some pics on here. -Ash

[love_like_honey]

Wow ash. I am so sorry about what's going on with you a Jamie. I know the feeling of 'questioning'. I wish the best and I am happy you've come to a realization of what you want. :)